For all the people I care

6th March

2012-03-06T16:11:00.001+08:00

你的爱反复徘徊，

打乱我呼吸节拍。。。

March

2012-03-02T17:22:00.001+08:00

When he called, I asked him how long will he be in Sg Buloh.

He said maximum years is 3-4 years, and he said, He was in Lanchang for 5 years.

I did not realize it was 5 years.

I doubted that, and he said, we only became closer during Form 3. Yeah, pretty sure that!

But, still so many question marks...

???????????????????

Happy Birthdays

2012-03-01T11:31:00.004+08:00

一直都没有变。。。六年前认识了一班合KEY的朋友，
才发现我们几个的生日是连续的。。
认识他们时，都没有29号。。
今年，终于齐了，

二月28号 Christine Siew Ye, Happy birthday. Muacksss...
我最崇拜的女神Angelababy, Happy birthday to you!希望她愿望成真，开开心心
29号我自己生日。希望家人健健康康，开开心心
三月1号， Henry Lee, Happy birthday to you!!

双鱼座的朋友们，要幸福哦！！

23rd February 2012

2012-02-23T12:11:00.003+08:00

I have been repeating 南拳妈妈's songs recently.

I'm surprised with their fame here which considered to be not-so-popular because their songs are amazing.

They have talents and that's why Jay Chou had been associating with them.

And I believe in Jay Chou's taste.

Listening their old albums reminds me about how fabulous memories are during my age at 15-18.Sometimes they are right about it,

"it's not the lyrics of the songs that make us cry, it's the memories beneath the song that remind us."

This is a picture we took after our SPM, during Deepavali in our beloved teacher's as well as our coach for Badminton house.

倒数

2012-02-13T11:05:00.003+08:00

倒数13天！！！

四年了又四年。。。

今年又会是怎样的？

四年前的四年，我第一次离乡背井，当时的那一天，是用数不清的泪滴度过的。

现在，离家了八年。最想念的莫过于是八年前的我。

八年来，错的决定作了太多太多。跌跌撞撞的来到了这里。

场面人物时空不停的在转变。

什么都不缺，就是却少了时光机。

今年的生日礼物会不会有？

Write again soon =)

Diligence

2012-02-10T11:56:00.004+08:00

There are so many stories about diligence when I was young.

Ants are hardworking, bees are perserve and diligence, deers are intelligent.

And they were all ended up well and have good paybacks.

And now,

I really need to stick to the motto and learn from those little hardworking fellas.

As I have always heard, sweetness comes after the bitterness.

I gotta work hard and have faith.

Believe in myself and wish for the day of sweetness will come soon, very soon.

Be diligence, less complaints.

Fingers crossed.

Write again soon =)

Family I

2012-02-08T11:41:00.001+08:00

I'm so sad,
Like a sad little Panda.

Feeling so dull and down.
I hope my family will get through this very very soon.

Still dreaming

2012-01-17T14:21:00.001+08:00

I'm a pretty good dreamer

I am not sure what makes me that. People say those who born as Piscean are great dreamers.

And should I blame that? No No..In fact, I am pretty proud to become a Piscean.

Therefore, I'm still dreaming, and will continue dreaming.

Though it may not quite possible.

I should say it this way, I hunt dreams, and not that dreams haunting me.

9th January 2012

2012-01-09T17:23:00.001+08:00

I'm wondering what was I doing and what was happening on the same day last year.

When it comes to buying a running shoes, there are so much to consider.
Price, types of running shoes, colors, design and even its results and effects of wearing it.

You should read this,
All three painful truths and some unveiled facts and history that are I have none of the acquaintance.
The painful truths about running shoes...

In a paper for the British Journal Of Sports Medicine last year, Dr Craig Richards, a researcher at the University of Newcastle in Australia, revealed there are no evidence-based studies that demonstrate running shoes make you less prone to injury. Not one.

"We used to run in canvas shoes,' he said.
'We didn't get plantar fasciitis (pain under the heel); we didn't pronate or supinate (land on the edge of the foot); we might have lost a bit of skin from the rough canvas when we were running marathons, but generally we didn't have foot problems.

Write again soon.

Fair attention

2012-01-05T11:39:00.004+08:00

If your Facebook friend list contains more than a thousand friends, or possesses an exploded friend list, it's pretty confirmed, that you could not see some friends' posts of recent statuses, life-happening, photos etc.

When you could not see them, you neglect the fact because you do not even know the fact exists.

When your purpose to have a Facebook account is to reconnect with oldest friends and long time friends who are thousand miles apart from you, all their life-going-ons are no longer your concern.Their posts might be wiped away when the other half of your friends in the list excessively update their self-obssessed, self centred, and even things those are not worth to be seen on our homepage.

So, I removed some of the unknown friends from the list to reduce the amount. I'm sure that they and I do not share any friendship. Sorry for those who have been removed.

Lonely Christmas

2011-12-27T16:54:00.001+08:00

This year on Chistmas, I was spending it alone.

Nobody asked me out, which was not surprised at all.
So, atonishingly, I stayed at home full time from 24th's night -26th December.
It was a simplified Christmas which I spent by watching 5 episodes of latest season of CSI Las Vegas and some outdated movies in DVD which I borrowed from my friend.
Of course, these dramas and movies intersected by some afternoon naps and walk around the house.

Sarah Wilson said that "Christmas is like cheap pizza – all cheesy, intoxicating promise, but somehow (so disappointingly!) winds up tasting like cardboard."

and it seems that mine tasting worse.

2012 is coming. Counting down 4 days.

Happy New Year to everyone.

Write again soon.

Last in 2011

2011-12-27T10:42:00.001+08:00

On 24th December, Wendy brought me to Jelebu Seremban for a run, which is known to be the last running event held in 2011, Larian Bukit Tangga.

I didn't know it was a 12km uphills until I got there, which I was totally bewildered.
And I was getting more stunned after the 6km because the uphill road were not typical slopes we have encountered. Contrary, they are far more inclined, almost 80 degree, far more inclined and long than our infamous Bukit Cinta.

I gave up after 7km, and started walking until the end of the Bukit Tangga. And I got 18th place which won a cash prize of RM50.
Fortunately, I have achieved obscure target set by Wendy ( 19th place) But she seemed undeligtful because I arrived at finish line after a few mid-aged women.

21st December A link to the past

2011-12-21T16:39:00.000+08:00

I have made a new friend recently.

She's 20 years older than me.

If you had read my blog posts continuously this year. You might have read about her.

Let me clear out the clouds above your head first.

First and foremost, read this post first.

Sunday Life 18th April 2011

Then, aware of this paragraph:

It was a super great experience! Surprisingly, even auntie runs faster than me.
She came to me afterwards, to ask me whether did I train myself.
I said I was busy with my academics recently, and she turned out unhappy and accused me for giving so much excuses.
Gosh.....

When I wrote about this, I was offended by her a little for saying my statement was an lame excuse.

When I wrote about her, she was totally a stranger for me.

and when I wrote this, I had called her AUNTIE, no offense to her.

And this makes sense when I said she is 20 years older than me.

The second time I have met her was in Dataran Merdeka.

She was so fast in recognizing me by calling "Miss" from my back.

and then we got closer and closer since last month.

Her name is Wendy Wong.

She is a fast runner in veteran category and she won in most of the races and triathlons.

And last week, when she brought me to Port Dickson for participating Malaysian International Army Run,

it turned out that she won the 7th place which I did not win at all.

And many people there asking if she was my Mum.

Which cracked her up and offended her a little because she could not believe she looked like my mum for her age.

P/S: she is still single

And what I could response was" Maybe it's not you who look old, maybe I look very young."

She said this answer convinced her a little Hope she mean it.

And UM runners thought she was my mum, and they said something really funny:" you punya mak lari lagi laju daripada awak la." and "you kena follow mak awak".

You see, sometimes, things are so bizarre and things you could never think of happen out of your expectation.

Like Wendy and me. She becomes a mum-like friend from a total stranger who complained about me.

I have to admit, it's surprisingly amazing.

I'll be writing soon. =)

19 December

2011-12-19T09:44:00.001+08:00

Arggghhh.
Super duper very very tired...
Legs are painful, my back is stressful..

It was a super shoker day.
I might have struck by some undesired events, which made me feel so numb.

I wonder how those Irongirls go through everything..

Zzzzzzzzzzz

15 December

2011-12-15T10:20:00.001+08:00

The middle of the December approaches.

Time and Tide Wait For No Man

One hand up if you think time passes shockingly fast.

For I have seen and heard, there are two cases of people :

A. People who wants to live in the past, cherish all the things in the past rather than present or in the future. They want to go back to years before because they do not accept the way of their life now.

B. People who live day by day, and looking froward to what's going to happen tomorrow.

With Pleasure

2011-12-13T15:10:00.001+08:00

Arggghh... I'm having 232 drawings to be printed out.. Busyyyyyyy..

I went to Varsity Lake to watch and support 1st Kolej Kayak Team on Saturday morning.
When I showed up at the shade where 1st Kolej Team was sitting. They were kind of surprised to see me.

And my ex-teammates which I had known them through last year SUKMUM were participating this year too. I'm so glad to see them.
Guess what?

They called me "Legend". " Ini Legend dah datang nie!" They said to others.
Oh... I'm so glad I had that honour to be called LEGEND although I'm not that Legend.
I kind of amazed most of them with my performance last year. Thanks to my partner Peter Choo.
I had also gone through a lot to win from SUKMUM to MASUM although it was my first time to involve in kayak. It was not that easy as it looks.

This year's result was not as good as last year, I guessed it's because lack of training and guidance.
I figures when I got there that they did not even hold paddles in correct way. Sigh...
And mental is important, if you're not thinking to win, you will not win.
This is what I've learnt from authentic LEGEND.

With 1st Kolej Kayak Team 2011

Tomorrow will be an exciting day. Bless me.
Write again soon.

If This Was A Movie

2011-12-05T16:43:00.001+08:00

Come back, come back, come back to me like..
You would, you would If this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside till I came out.

Come back, come back, come back to me like..
You could you could if you just said you're sorry.
I know that we could work it out somehow.

If this was a movie, you'd be here right now.

I'll be writing soon.

20 November

2011-11-23T17:26:00.001+08:00

I'm so glad that we talk.

and

I'm so glad to have you back.

Thanks. =)

Penang I'm coming!

2011-11-17T13:23:00.001+08:00

I'm going to Penang this weekend!!! Yeeehoooo!!!!!

So it's official now. Check the ticket below!

Haha.. It's going to be a 2 days 1 night trip only. Too short? Yeah, it's short. But let's hope it's gonna be a short but meaningful and full of fun! And it's gonna be a part of my memories.

Jeannie, see you in 2 days?

The purpose I'm going: Penang Bridge International Marathon.

It's genuinely a part of my wishlist since I was 18, maybe earlier but it became a must-achieve-thing clearer and clearer when I was 18 at Kedah Matriculation Collge. When I was there, there are too many North Malaysian especially Penangite in matric wearing the finisher tee and made me green with envy!

Now I'm gonna accomplish a must-achieve-thing in wishlist!

Let's hope the best of me and a SAFE trip. Thanks.

Going to write soon...

My First Malakoff Dualthon

2011-10-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

Here is the time to write.

Oh Right, about Malakoff Dualthon, saddening me, my team lost.

My team made it in 7th place in Mixed Team Categories, right behind another UM mixed team which got 6th.

Another UM team for Men Team Universities Category got the 8th place.

Puzzled and sad. Did we disappoint the UM Sports Centre, and also the UM students slash volunteers who were standing under the sun supporting us while they were dutying?

We were left behind other team during the cycling section, our bicycle was not the kind which is expensive and was not even mountain bike. The bike was rent from UM Sports Centre. That was why we could not catch up to other bicycle riders. And delaying timing. I ran badly too when it was my running time.

I was the last runner. It was very tiring. The route in Rimba Ilmu was very tough for me. I had had not enough training. This is the consequence. The route was a little inclined and I think my weaken mentality obstructed me to push harder. This is NOT GOOD.

I need to train harder. And this has crossed my mind. If Amirul Syazwan can do it, so can I.

Thanks and good night.

I will write soon.

This picture again =)

Tomorrow

2011-10-14T23:30:00.001+08:00

There will be a little race in UM tomorrow morning.

Malakoff University Duathlon Series

UM runners gang asked me to join them about two weeks ago! OMG!! So it's official tomorrow?

I am so nervous. My team participate in Mixed Team Category.
My team consists of two guys, Boy and Din and me.
Din and I are runner, and Boy will be cycling.

My team's target is get placing in top Five. Though they just wanna participate for warming-up for following races.
Hopefully we can do it, hope I can do it!

I am so regret for not training hard. Bless me...

Can't talk. Gotta go.
Write again tomorrow.

Weak

2011-10-13T15:24:00.000+08:00

I always thought I am strong.

I thought I am independent, thought I am tough.

But in fact, I am very weak, although I hate to admit it.

I panicked when problems come to me, I couldn't solve it, I cry when I could not solve it, I called my Mum when I got a traffic summons and I cried when I could not unlock the car when it was auto-locked with the car key inside, and with the engine still turning on.

I could not even unlock it when my's father mechanic friend told me how to do.

What a terrible person I am. That's what nowadays people always call, "Noob" and "Sucks".

And that's when my mum said to me, " Be Strong." Crying does not solve problem.

She's TRUE. I have to be strong. I can't be a little girl forever. I can't be a Mama's girl who calls Mum everytime I meet problems and expect her to solve it.

Be Strong, Siew Jye.

R word

2011-10-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

It has been quite a while that I have not running.

I wanna run again.

I was almost there, but there were some obstacles that made me stumble over it.

I will try again.

Write again soon.

End of This Wonderful and Meaningful Busy Week

2011-10-10T01:41:00.002+08:00

GRrrrrr....

This whole has been a really rough and busy week.
Yet, those days were so beautiful and wonderful.
And every single second of those days is going to be keep firmly in my mind and heart, like a permanent tattoo.

I would like to thank to everyone that had contributed and participated in this special occasion, from preparing the convo, attending the convo ceremony and also the convo dinner.

Well, I have to admit, I'm weary and tired, with all those photo session, outings and gathering. Because I'm totally energized to meet all of you and that's why so many energy consumed.

And not willing to let those moment run away, not willing to let you walk away so soon took very much strength and energy from me.

Well,

天下无不散之筵席

I will miss all of you, VERY VERY MUCH!
And I have kind of started to miss you already!

Million thanks to First residential college Juniors!!

Thanks to CAD/CAM juniors. Thanks to my lovely all-guys buddy line, Jonathan Yap, Kong Kien Meng, Eric Lim and also Hoo Chin How.

Thanks to superseniors.

Thanks to Christine Ng, YongLing, and Windy.

Thanks to all of you for the awesome presents! I love them all very much =)

Last but not least, still

" BEST CONVO EVER!"

CAD/CAM Engineering batch 07/08

Woohoo~

My all-guys buddy line, from left, Eric Lim, Hoo Chin How, Kong Kien Meng and Jonathan Yap.

Thanks my lovely friends!!!

My dear friends~~~

=) =)

Write again soon.

6th October 2011

2011-10-07T12:43:00.001+08:00

Guess what?!
It's a BIG BIG day!
My big day together with all my dear friends juniors and friends.
It;s my CONVO day!! I'm graduated..

After this busy day, only 3 words to describe it...

" BEST CONVO EVER!"

Thanks everyone who was there for me =)
Thanks to all CAD/CAM juniors and First college juniors!

I Love all of you, and I mean it =)

Write again soon.

28th September 2011

2011-09-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt like seeing someone so bad, but in the end you ended up knowing that person was just there very close and you have just missed him a few seconds ago.

Have you ever thought if you could run faster, then you might not miss the chance.

And if you push yourself a little harder, then you would not have missed him/her.

Zzzzzzzzzzzz. Night world =)

Curious Friday: Memory

2011-09-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

How much do you think the human brain can bear in the way of remembering?

I read it from" I Don't Know How She Does It" that

" Our long-term memory is basically this super huge storehouse where all the people and places and jokes and songs we have ever heard are laid down like wine, that if you do not visit a memory often enough, the route to it is lost, that the memory is far deviated. Like the approach to Sleeping Beauty's castle. "

Is that why all of the fairy tales are being told, being remembered about helping them to find all their way back?

Is that why people keep revisiting the same place, about trying to find their way back to the beautiful memory they once had?

Photo by Sarah Wilson

Happy Lantern Festival

2011-09-11T23:40:00.001+08:00

Here I am...

It's Lantern Festival! It's a fun and interesting traditional festival. And of course, the tasty mooncakes!

and I still remember how we set up a little moonlight party downstairs of our residential college.

We gathered the mooncakes we had brought, made delirious chinese tea, lit up the candles around us, and also lit-up our lanterns and had girls fun time.

Here I am, wishing everyone a Happy and Merry Lantern Festival.

Don't forget to lit up some lanterns and had some mooncakes. Enjoy the festival!

Things I Love Saturday

2011-09-11T04:15:00.000+08:00

Brrrrrr~~ It's 3:20am on the clock!!

Well, it's over 12am now, it's Sunday now, more precisely.

But the truth is, I have not had my sleep yet, so it is still a Saturday for me.

I practically slept the whole afternoon like a dead fish. There were like one or two times I was awaken by bad dreams which I thought I were in it for real.

Then I fell back into sleep after making up my mind for a few seconds. Sometimes, I woke up and faced my laptop to take care of my Cityville, like 30 minutes, then I felt tired and fell into bed again.

I repeated these actions for whole afternoon until I realised it was already 4pm and I had not done anything for my Saturday, then I decided to finally get up for real. No falling back to bed.

I love to do nothing but playing Cityville, taking care my city and listening to my collection of good songs.

and my Nicholas Sparks seems to be a good reading material after I have finished a stack of books I borrowed from Christine earlier. I have not read a good book, a book totally unrelated to my academic for quite a long time since I had to spent everyday reading and studying for good grades for the past many months.

Cellyn Miin Yee was working on this beautiful Saturday. Her first Saturday. So sweet of her to come my place after work and bring me to a nice dinner. Well, that dinner place is nice if you are ordering those food more than RM16. But for people like me, which is currently having to control my expenses, have no right to have luxury food.

Old coursemate WenYar called everyone for a gathering which includes having drinks over the night. So we had the gathering at Millenium Square. Those faces which I have not seen for quite a while, but the truth is everyone is still the same. We spent our time having conversation about job, Boon Fui's Korea backpacking, Wen Yar's working experiences, English Premiere league, and blah blah blah...

I had a chance watching my favourite football club since I was 14, the Manchester United versus Bolton. Wow..Rooney had a hattrick and Chicharito impressed me with his amazing goals and the new handsome goalkeeper of the team, David de Gea.....

And now... it's time I end my Saturday with a good NIGHT sleep, which I hope would be a lot better one than my afternoon sleep. Good Night everyone, who is already sleeping cozily...

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ZZZzzzzzzzzz ~ I will write again~

Curious Friday Night

2011-08-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

What kind of friend ignores you when you need her, and finds you if and only if she needs you for her fun time?

What kind of friend is she if she stands you up 9 times out of 10 when you were so excited about having time with her?

What kind of friend stands you up 8 times out of 10 without pre-notice and also post-notice? And you were so worried about what happen to her that you called her a thousand times, call connected but nobody's answering.

What kind of friend does not concern about you at all but she makes you listen all of her stories without asking about YOU?

What kind of friend embarrasses you in front of your friends?

What kind of friend never ever love you the way you love her?

_____________________________________________________________________

I will write again... =)

If I die young...

2011-08-17T14:26:00.001+08:00

There is a song recently <If I Die Young> by The Band Perry

Remind me of the possibility of having such a short life.

and i realized there's good to express your wishes that you had not enough time to tell.

When I was around 17 and 18 year-old. It was apparently rebellion time.
And I was thinking of committed suicide, with all the pressure, stress, and problems that came abruptly to me.
But i soon realized it was just some extremely silly thought.

Life is short, literally short. Even if sometimes you think you still have long way to go. 30 years? Come on, 30 years happens faster than thunder.

Guts

2011-08-17T01:39:00.000+08:00

"I'm going to work so that it's a pure guts race at the end, and if it is, I am the only one who can win it." --Steve Prefontaine

But, I just don't have the guts.

A piece of mind

2011-08-02T19:12:00.001+08:00

Have you ever had a moment that you thought you'd figured out everything, only to see that moment slip away?

Have you ever thought you could grip a moment that you never want it to go away?

Yes. I have.

As everything starts to slip away, we grip it.

We grip wonderful moment, we grip our youth, and we grip everything we never want to slip away.

We grip it, with the intention to make it stay the same, stay unchanged.

The truth is, nothing stays the same. People and things keep changing as this universe continues to orbit.

But things are so bizarre.

As bad thing comes, you want it go go away, as fast as it could.

But at that moment, you don't realise, when you want it to go away, as rapid as possible, time also runs away rapidly.

And at the same time, you wish to keep your youth, your beauty and your belongings that you want to keep.

So.. how could time can do so many things for you?

5th July

2011-07-05T12:51:00.001+08:00

I am going home...

Not ready to leave this place yet.

5th July

2011-07-05T10:49:00.000+08:00

A free Iced Milo from third college mamak.

An unfortunate event brought me to this gardener working at First Residential College,

he happens to be a dish washer at 3rd college.

Despite his job, I don't feel bad for knowing him. I still talk to him when we meet.

Then last night, I was there for burger, because I was starving...

Then the staffs there all were so nice to me. Wonderful smile.

For your information, I was kind of never been here. This is not my area.

I would only here when passing on my running route.

If I would have known they are so nice, then I definitely would come here frequently.

And the seconds I thought the gardener was asking me what drinks I have ordered, he mean what drinks could he order me, for FREE..

Hehe...

Lovely, isn't he? Next time, if we meet again, hope I could buy him a drinks too. Thanks.

Grateful Thursday

2011-06-30T23:34:00.001+08:00

I am so glad that I was given a chance to fix my university life with things that I had not experienced before.

Even it's late coming, but they are indeed the best moments ever in my uni life.

I don't know why, things always turn to be so lovely when you're about to lose it.

Recent life here has been so great, I have met those amazing and wonderful person from mamak store cooks, burger sellers, gardeners, admin staffs, coaches and athletes.

They are the THINGS I should be GRATEFUL for.

Thank you, all of you!

Best memory ever!

29 June 2011

2011-06-29T11:51:00.000+08:00

28 June 2011

Worst fight in my life.
Worst match my friends had ever seen

It's over.
MASUM is over. Goodbye MASUM.
There are hard and great times during this whole month.
But it's worth it.

First battle

2011-06-24T23:10:00.001+08:00

Pray for tomorrow.

I don't want to let you down, my parents, my coach and everyone.

Bless me.

I am going to DO this.

I'll do it again, for mum and for all of you out there.

Good luck, Siew Jye! You can do this!

My teammates who're going to fight this together! Glory!

19 June

2011-06-20T00:43:00.000+08:00

This place is getting more quiet than usual.
Fasa 1 UM team has off to UPM and their battle places.
A great good luck to all of them.
May UM team rule this year.
It was Father's day.
My family has come to celebrate.
Great time with all of them.
To my daddy,
" Happy Father's Day"

And it's late in the night. Tomorrow gonna be training as usual.

Good night.
I will write again.

11th June

2011-06-11T23:26:00.002+08:00

Have you ever checked back your chat list?

"chatting is 0
4 me
no 0
haha
1 day u faham y i was said no 0"

"nice
haiii
r u busy now???"

Tomorrow going training at Putrajaya.
Nervous.

__________________________________________

Recently, what has surprised me most is people keep failing to recognize me for who I am.
They said I have become so dark, so dark until they can't recognize me.
And I've also found that this hair colour is not matching my current skin tone.

Confusion

2011-06-08T19:50:00.001+08:00

To a boy,

I am confused. I really don't understand.

All the things you did, and I thought...

But, it really doesn't matter anymore.

This song has been my companion these days.

Can't stop listening to this. Omg, Best song ever!

"Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here"

Things you might 'LIKE'

2011-06-08T17:11:00.001+08:00

It is raining pretty heavily with thunder roaring.

Jean (my current room mate for MASUM) and I actually are silently cheering for relief,
as the training was called CANCEL.

I come across with these great and helpful article

Sarah Von talks about How to tell people things they dont want to hear
Be a great friend with How to help a friend
Broken heart? Read these. Might help you. Get over a break up

The Ship I ride everyday

2011-06-07T20:30:00.002+08:00

When most people around me is in a relationSHIP

I am still remain in this SHIP.

This Single-SHIP.

and being in this ship makes me having so many amazing people in my life and spending time with them.

Who is with me? Cheers =)

Second week

2011-06-07T02:24:00.001+08:00

Today was the first day I approaches Karate-Do.

There are so many rules and different patterns to be adapted.

But I wish

I will be GREAT.

Like how I used to be.

Thank you to my Master Liu in Lanchang. Your words are still fresh in my mind. So hard to forget from time to time, for ever.

4th June 2011

2011-06-04T14:37:00.002+08:00

Sunny Saturday afternoon, training is held as usual.

But it is going to be just me later.

I have a lot of catching up to do.

Hope everything is running PERFECT!
Hope that i will be GREAT!

Going to write soon. =)

3rd June

2011-06-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

Do you care what people think?

Check this out.

Not to care what people think

Enjoy your life. And love yourself more.

I will write again.

The second day

2011-06-03T12:46:00.001+08:00

People said things will get better in the next morning.

But...

I woke up 3am in the midnight

Having this hard feeling.

The grief stuck in the middle of my throat. Just could not swallow it down.

And it did not get any better this morning.

But,

Someday, it will get better somehow.

That's what i always heard.

2nd June

2011-06-03T00:22:00.001+08:00

Broken Heart

Shocker!

Today was just a bad day

Puzzled Sad

What's wrong with me?

How could i end up like this?

and

I will write again.

28th May

2011-05-28T14:53:00.000+08:00

I think

I don't run anymore.

27 May randoms

2011-05-27T21:35:00.000+08:00

When a person who used to read your blog very frequently,

and now,

he doesn't do that anymore.

What happened?

征服Gunung Tahan

2011-05-24T01:09:00.001+08:00

24小时前，从半岛最高的山，Gunung Tahan回来。

路途中真的好辛苦。在高山上，要喝河水，吃不饱的食物，一天还要走超过十小时的路途。

辛苦，真的辛苦。。可是，还是很开心能完成路程。

这四天高攀Gunung tahan的过程，吸取了很多教训。

很肯定的是我还不够training,还很脆弱。。。

除此，我也体验到人的自私和各种丑陋。。。

可是不重要，我还是不会用他们对我的态度对待他们，因为，I want to be a better person than you.

现在的我，双脚疼痛，左脚趾甲受伤，恐怕趾甲就快掉落。因为我们爬山路途很多沼泽地带。双脚长时间困在鞋里，没有空气流通，结果就发炎。

下星期有比赛，希望尽快康复。要开始training了。

“要想在众人面前有多风光，就要在众人背后有多辛苦。天下没有免费的午餐！我还要继续加油！”

22/5/2011 到达Gunung Tahan高峰

23rd May

2011-05-23T23:27:00.002+08:00

Some guys, are just never meant to be your boyfriends. No matter how YOU wish them to be yours.

Some guys, too are just never meant to be your boyfriends. No matter how THEY wish they could be ours.

Which one do you prefer?

But some guys, I just never want them to be my boyfriend. They make promises damn so easily. Nevertheless, they just can't make it, never keep their words. And, sadly, sometimes they just never mean to keep their promises.

7 May

2011-05-07T09:52:00.001+08:00

Grrrrrr...

Awful training...

Both my arms can hardly be straightened now..

Well, they CAN be straightened, but I have to endure great pain at my biseps...

And it's literally PAINFUL when I have to grab things more than 1kg, even a cup of coffee.

No joke T.T

Tonight will be an exciting night
~*~Good Luck and All the Best~*~❤❤❤

It's so Arduous

2011-05-03T16:50:00.002+08:00

Exam week..
It's still a long way to go.
It's bitter and suffering.
FYP and exam together.
It's so killing.
But, please..
Don't die.

Minyee's status:

Cellyn Miinyee

Siewjye Chow 四年了，我们捱过了。。明天和今天一定要咬紧牙根，捱过它们！！

RIGHT!

We'll get through this! Crossing fingers firmly...

On this bumpy road to a “better life” that I ride everyday... I wish...I Could get through this!

Curious Friday

2011-04-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

It was my first exam paper this morning...
Gosh... it was so tough... Bless me. T.T
Logged in my Facebook page after exam this afternoon,
According to the notifications, i was tagged into a post.
And it turned out--------------------a post by my best friend.

白雪不是公主 snowXwhite

好心你 Siewjye Chow 换张 profile picture. 昨天我当媒把你介绍给我的博士 friend，你竟然吃着 lolipop ╮(╯_╰)╭

Sounds so ridiculous...

What's wrong with my profile picture? Is it really turning people off?
By the way, Snowxwhite, Next time if you wanna recommend me to guys by Facebook, do check my profile picture first.
And professor friend? Seriously?? Then i guess the guy must be more than 30.
Snowxwhite, It's just her....Keep introducing her so-called guy friends to me. Like I could never get a BF..
And her trick just never work out.
______________________________________________________
I unintentionally found these photos in a friend's album.
They were not tagged...
The character inside these photo are obviously......Haha...

I guess this person interested in becoming a paparazzi.
His skills in candid shootings not bad...

Stop

2011-04-26T13:59:00.001+08:00

Stop being so silly...

So silly to think this is true.

I guess I should learn to face REALITY.

25th April Random

2011-04-25T05:01:00.001+08:00

This world is full of realism, more than you think.
If you think it's hardly believable, you are just not ready to go deeper part of this world.
You're probably still naive, too new and fresh to this realistic society.

Realistic people are uncountable. Some of them are born-to-be realistic. They just have this in their nature, from the minute they were born. Some raised to become a realistic person.Some people are influenced by the realism in this society. They are becoming a part of the realism because they think they have to be realistic to survive.

Sad, but true...

Write soon.

I had uploaded this same image before, but i found it suits more to this post.

Again, it's 5am now. ZZZZzzzzz

24th April 2011

2011-04-24T04:53:00.001+08:00

My heart's racing, pounding in extraordinary fast rate.

Can you believe this?

The date is coming closer and closer.

So quietly, without your realisation.

I wish it is the date of success and biggest accomplishment, not the date of doom.

I have to SURVIVE through this, no matter how difficult it is.

I WILL SURVIVE through this.

SURVIVE, SURVIVE and SURVIVE

I will get through this!

I DEFINITELY WILL!

5am now.

21 April 2011

2011-04-21T17:29:00.001+08:00

"To give anything less than your best is to sacrifice the Gift."

--Steve Prefontaine

Sunday Life

2011-04-18T02:20:00.000+08:00

I have come up a decision to join a charity run with my lovely friends.

Event: Larian Amal Shapadu.

Venue: Dataran Kemerdekaan, Shah Alam

Date:17th April 2011

Distance: 4km

This is my first time i join race organized outside campus.
I get the 7th place in my category.
It was a super great experience! Surprisingly, even auntie runs faster than me.
She came to me afterwards, to ask me whether did I train myself.
I said I was busy with my academics recently, and she turned out unhappy and accused me for giving so much excuses.
Gosh.....
Anyway,
Congratulations to Amirul Syazwan for winning.
And Thanks to him, for making this happen.
Thanks to Azrie too, for the photos. =)

I am tired.
I will be writing soon. =)
Good luck in final year project and final exam. =)

Nuts about Me

2011-04-16T02:04:00.001+08:00

Something is wrong with me.
But what...? I can't figure it out.
I am a fool + moron.
Can somebody tell me what's wrong with me?
And don't tell me nothing is wrong.

Gosh....
I think I am going nuts.

image source imgfave.com

I am sick, No, I am NOT.

2011-04-15T01:31:00.000+08:00

I am sick,

I am not sick.

I am feeling well,

I am feeling not well

I am sick,

I am not sick

I am feeling well,

I am feeling not well.

I am sick,

I am not sick.

GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

Is it me or my body which is getting crazier and crazier?

I have this strange feeling since Tuesday.

I feel sick. All the symptoms of getting a fever approach me.

My exhalation feels warmer than usual, my joints all over my body feel aching, my stamina is getting worse and I feel sleepy and tiring. I feel not well when I am walking. And I sleep extraordinary longer than usual.

It's suffering. But I am not sick. Even though I feel my forehead is in higher temperature inside, it feels nothing than usual when you place your hand on it.

Is it because of me being too worry to get sick or this obsession of thoughts about being sick brings me this whole stupid feeling?

Ahhhh... Okay, whatever.
Prevention is better than cure. So Jeannie suggested that I should drink some Chinese traditional herbal tea.
And there we were in the pasar malam earlier, in the drizzle, at a Chinese Herbal tea stall.
I chose to drink the most bitter herbal tea of the stall.
Chinese has a saying that, the good medicine is the one bitter.
Wow, it was hard to swallow, but i did it in disguise.

So I hope I would feel better tomorrow. And good luck for the presentation tomorrow.

Can't talk. Got to go.
Have a presentation slides to work on.
I will write again. Good night.
_______________________

11 April 2011

2011-04-11T02:08:00.000+08:00

I am feeling down.
This strange feeling gradually engulfs my body.
People always have this wrong impression on me.
Is that a wrong thing that I smile a lot?
I must confess that I like hiding my emotions. Except for the times that I really could not hide it.
When I am weak, I don't show to others.
When I am depressing, I act like I am perfectly great.
When I am sad, I am actually trying so hard to smile to your jokes.

Maybe you do always see I laugh so easily, I don't reveal any sadness in my writing.
That DOESN'T mean I am okay with everything.
I have my hard times too.

April Fool at Genting

2011-04-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

First of all, thanks to Resorts World Genting for inviting me to April Fool Party,
of course, most importantly, the free rooms. Hooray!

yeah...I was having a April Fool trip to Genting Highlands last Thursday with Cellyn, Lynn and Jeannie.
It was a four sweet-girls trip.
And I've got these two free standard rooms from Genting. Basically, there's really quite large spaces for us.

Merry Go Round

Jeannie exceeds 90cm

K-Dinner at Be A Star

Inside Casino- L@tte

Randomise Sweetness

2011-04-07T02:21:00.000+08:00

It's Sweet,

when I received a call at 6.30 early morning asking me to join a running race. Sweet!

Sweet, when I met strangers and they smiled cheerfully to me on my way jogging up and down the hill.

Sweet, when I met a friendly stranger and he asked with much concern whether I was all right. I was surprised on his concerning too. But according to him, I run most of the time and this time, i was walking. So he asked me whether I was okay.

Sweet, I met the same stranger this evening. I asked him to jog along. He was busy with his chores and he will make it tomorrow.

Sweet, I met the all-time-marathon-champion, Amirul Syazwan up the hill. He said" jiayou" to me. =)

Sweet, I received a good night short message a couple minutes ago which I have not got this kind of message for quite a while.

Write again Soon!

I am a L-O-S-E-R

2011-04-03T12:02:00.002+08:00

I feel like a LOSER lately.

Things have just got into wrong way..

Everything is so messed up.

And time is so insufficient for me to fix things and clean my mess.

When I told Cellyn about my feeling as a loser.

Later that night, she tagged me into a link. Thank you, girlfriend.

A song about loser. But it's a great song.

Hope things will be ALL RIGHT after this.

Time to cut out the "CRAP".

I will write again.

29th March 2011

2011-03-29T21:58:00.001+08:00

I will do it again, for Mummy!!!!!

For my beloved mummy.

Bless me =)

Curious Saturday

2011-03-26T22:41:00.003+08:00

Tick and Tock... The clock shows 8.15PM now.

I'm sweaty... I've just come back from running or jogging more precisely.

It was quite dark outside while I ran on the track along the road.

Isshhh... I started unusually late today. Someone or something has made me delayed my routine.

My friends always say that it's inappropriate to go jogging after sunset. Especially I'm always doing this alone.

They have advised me to return earlier because according to them, it's absolutely dangerous.

Robbery, stalkers, attackers, and some perverted psychopaths

Well, you don't realize you're in dangerous situation unless you're facing harms.

However, I do always keep alert, I'm actually aware of whoever comes near me.

If there's some curly hair with dark skin feller moving towards me, I would make up my mind, and think what should I do if he literally attack me, where should I place my kicks on his body, look around me to search for the escape route, and what should I do if he take out a knife...

________________________________________________________________

If you'd say it's dangerous in the dark, even my roomate said it's not secure for me to stay around the lake.
Then why do the couples like to stay in the darkness.
Because they have two person?
Things I have observed during my workouts:
There were a couple who has just arrived. After parking, they walked swiftly towards the nearest hut.
To my amazement, they returned to their car before stepping their foot in the shed.
I realized then they left for the shed had already occupied by another couple.
Poor them, they have to look for another location.

____________________________________________________________________

People usually got curious...

Why on earth I go exercise everyday, well, almost everyday.

When the question got me, I am not so certain with the answer.

Maybe because I do this out of habits.

I've recently heard a question " Why do we need to exercise?"

There's something about nerve.. The explanation is still vague...

I like exercise. Perhaps I should get abs for myself. =D

Will it be too extreme?

____________________________________________________________________

It's EARTH HOUR today.

Light off period has just passed. A few minutes ago.
There's a number of people came out with questions and posts on Facebook earlier like " What should we do during lights off?" " Any plans tonight?"
And someone suggested that we should go candle-lit dinner, a ride out to watch the city and so on.
But at this instant, what I prefer is turn off all the lights, and all electronic devices if possible and light up some aromatherapy candles or diffusers, lie down and enjoy some sleep.
A aroma oil body massage would be awesome!

Obviously I don't have any of them. That's why I was sitting and writing this in the darkness.

I have been visiting Wonderful today =)

I will write again...
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Thursday

2011-03-25T00:41:00.003+08:00

Issshhhh... It's the last day of Career Path 2011.

Considering the frequency, I have visited DTC for THREE times. Once on the first day, twice today.
I attended an interview by Konica Minolta this morning.
I was so relieved that I was able to wake up on time.
There was an IQ test for the candidates before interview session. Each of us has only 10 minutes.
The night before I had convinced myself that I would be fine on that because I managed to pass my PTS when I was 9 years old. You might think it's ridiculous because it was like centuries ago.
For the interview, I guess I have screwed it up...
I couldn't even explain my job responsibility during internship when the sweet-smile-HR-lady asked me.
Luckily I prepared the drawings the night before, and when I showed them the drawings, at least I had something to tell.

Song remains the same.
It ended with " We'll contact you".
Well, I'd really like to hear from them soon.

_______________________________________

I went jogging with Lye Kean Chiong this evening.
Very unusual because i am alone most of the time.
I usually bump into him on the hill top while he jogs from the opposite direction.
I was just randomly asking him whether he still jogs recently when we were at DTC. And then he said he was going to jog later. I invited him to jog together with me but I kind of regret of saying it right after those words came out my mouth. But he seemed totally okay with it and he said meet him at 12th at five.

Ohhh...Finally there's someone who's willing to jog with me.

But we walked most of the way, he walked, actually.. I walked because he stopped running and start walking. and we talked about a lot of things.

The funniest part was he did mention that he noticed some of the girls in class have belly fats. And he described that when they sit, the belly fat compressed and looks like a SPRING to him. Haha @@

He asked me to go gym after that, but i refused to... because I used to go there once, and there was crowded with big muscular men.

______________________________________________

The GREATEST thing about today is: My 1st year buddy Eric and the gang have just delivered some great food from pasar malam!!!

This don't happen always~There were Tang yuan in soy milk and Takoyaki. Yum @@ =)

So happy now ^^

Thanks Eric, and also Toni =)

Among all the buddies in my buddy line, Eric and I are the closest one. Weird.. I am the only girl in my buddy line since first year and that makes me feel very boring.

I will write again =)

Wanting, happy birthday to you!

2011-03-23T01:57:00.001+08:00

~3月22号~

祝我的好朋友，琬婷生日快乐!!
虽然有点迟了，我很忙的啊=)
要幸福哦。Hugsssssss....

十七岁就认识你了。很怀念在云顶的生活
借张照片来用=P

Discover the Rules of your Life

2011-03-19T02:45:00.000+08:00

I have spent some time reading several mind stimulating articles as well as blogs today. Then I found these:

Leo Tolstoy wrote the Rules of Life when he was 18.

#1 Get up early (5am)

#2 Go to bed early (9-10pm)

#3 Eat little. Avoid sweets.

#4 Try to do everything by yourself.

#5 Have a goal for your whole life; a goal for one section of your life, a goal for every month, a goal for every week, a goal for everyday, a goal for every hour and for a minute, and sacrifice the lesser to the greater.

#6 Keep away from women

#7 Kill desire by work.

#8 Be good, but try to let no one knows it

#9 Always live less expensively than you might.

#10 Change nothing in your style of living even if you become ten times richer.

I actually like Rule #4 and Rule#7 is what makes you different from other people.

Marion Winik's " Rules of the Unruly"

It is a perfect copy of memo above the desk to keep you on track:

1. The path is not straight
2. Mistakes need not be fatal
3. People are more important than achievments or possessions
4. Be gentle with your parents
5. Never stop doing what you care most about
6. Learn to use a semicolom

7. You will find love

What are yours??

Crapsss... I am so tired

2011-03-17T00:19:00.001+08:00

Another test waving goodbye this morning.
I was quite satisfy although there might be some minor mistakes.
At least my hard work and my sacrifice of my sleeping hours were considered worthy.
And there will be another test next week.
Not only that, there are abundance of assignments in my to-do-list.
Ahhh....!!! Gosh~~

It was raining heavily so abruptly approximately 8am this morning.
Rain water flooded the floor so quickly,
that I almost, so near to fall due to the slippery floor and my stupid slash low-price plus low quality slipper.
And there were two guys standing so near to me and one was trying to get to me, perhaps to help preventing me from falling down.
He suggested to me that i should really dump the slippers.
The situation ended with an awkward agreement to his kind suggestion. I felt so embarrassed. @@
Today was quite a hectic day.

The greatest part about today was: My great success in preparing the presentation of a title that I totally had no idea about " The Application of Neural network in Engineering" in an hour time.

It was an eleventh hour job because I had spent all my energy and time in studying for the test.
I had sacrifice many days of my sleeping time which makes me looking so terrible right now.

I have eye bags bigger than my eyes, dark circle as dark as those on pandas (of course they look so adorable with those circles as contrary, i look TERRIBLE)

My eye-lids are so heavy now, I think I have to call it a day now.

Write again soon. Night!

Things I love about Friday

2011-03-13T02:39:00.004+08:00

OOPSSS...

It's been a late-posting because it is Saturday night now.

I was supposed to write about this on Friday night, or the latest on Saturday afternoon.

Well, I can explain...

It had been raining non-stop the whole afternoon which made me over-napping on my roomate's bed,

with my Russian classic <<First Love>> written by Ivan Turgenev, spread open on page 87 on my left.

So, Cellyn Miinyee and I had a movie marathon on Friday.

The first movie was 127 Hours. Yeah, James Franco did it! I was a little over-reacted most of the time which technically made Cellyn speechless. I always do this. I always imagine myself as the character inside when i was watching a movie.

Wow, I thought I could feel how Aron feel like when the rock hit his hand. I could never believe that moment and I would spend some time making me believe that it was my hand beneath that stupid rock and it was my blood spread over the rock However, I would never have the courage to cut my arm.

The second movie we had was The Fighter. It was a great movie!

Thanks to Cellyn for her great choice and her brilliant taste on movies!

Hey people, you should ask her out or date her!!

There was less than an hour's time for lunch before the second movie.

We had Kim Gary set lunch for our lunch. KG set lunch is my favourite lunch and it is what we had almost every time we spend our afternoon at Mid Valley.

Oh.. Maybe she would like to have some thing else, but she's still allow me. I should be grateful!

Time was so short as we both had other things to carry out in our routine.

So we went back rather early. Earlier than our normal outing.

It was a great outing though!! I had great times!

I went jogging afterwards, in the drizzle.

I thought the rain had stopped but it was still drizzling.

I followed my normal route, I don't know how long is the exact distance.

If someone knows, please tell me.
It felt so good, being sweaty in the cold and in the drizzle.

Running in the drizzle made me see different things or because it's Friday??

*The people I passed smiled to me, and a guy who smiled broadly. The smile was impressive and I must admit that I like it.

*And there were less car, less campus buses, less runners on the track.

*A runner which I pass by every time I run side-glancing me coldly.

*I smile to him every time he looks at me and he barely smile back, a forceful smile.

But this glance confused me, I guessed he hardly had energy to widen his lips to make a smile while jogging, not while he was jogging up the slope.

* A group formed by 3 male runners praised me, they said" Ah moi, you cepat la!"

I ran pass them roughly 1km after i started my journey.

I just smiled to them and thought inside my heart.

"With all due respect, kamu sangat lambat la.." they must be walking!

* There were extra ordinary more water drops around my face. some even pouring down my face. Were they rain drops or the sweats from my body?

Things I love to do on Friday:

Dine in a nice restaurant and have nice food. Japanese, French, Itallian, American or so on.

Have a cup of really good coffee, and a book in front of me. Have nothing to worry but time to enjoy both!

Going to movies with my friends, Movie marathon perhaps.

Napping cozily with a good story book at my side

Enjoy bubble bath in a bath tub. Which I could never do it for now.

Having delicacy dessert or ice-cream.

Visiting Wonderful at Pet Society, watching him eating his electronic ice-cream and cakes

Lying on my bed, with my head on the foot of my bed, reading a good book.

Enjoy watching Nikita, Vampire's Diary or Gossip girl.

Watching the rain

Have a whole body massage and foot reflexology

To do absolutely nothing

Things above were just a wish list.

There are so much to worry for now~~

I will write again.

Good night!

11 March

2011-03-12T16:15:00.000+08:00

雨还在不停的下，
我在细雨中跑着，
雨可以下不停，我却不能不停的跑，
脸上的水珠，是汗水还是雨水？

Beautiful night II

2011-03-12T16:02:00.000+08:00

Grrrr...
This post has been dragged so long that finally i use this wonderful morning to write this all over again,
Briefly, Simple, and with photos.

This is my last MPA of my entire campus life.
Date: 5 March 2011
Venue: Marriott Hotel at Putrajaya

Girls want to be pretty, it's in our nature~ So we start preparing quite early.
My nail art

Inspired by Mini nail-Angelababy

We helped each other on hair and make up. I didn't make up when it's our time to go.
So, we brought along some essential make-up kit and make up at the restroom.

See? Everybody is busy make-up-ing. We were like the little birds around Cinderella


Do you see the difference of height among us? I took off my high heels and i am inches lower!!


Mei fen with me,It's not that i am short, I was bare foot

Finally we have finished prepared! A shoot before the night started!

My coursemate Meichen

The girl with blue dress, She is HOT!

Wenyar with a great bouquet of Stunning roses!! It was from her boyfriend. Sweet Sweet <3
I didn't get any roses this year.. Sigh~!~@@

Girls next door, Mun Mun and Huiyingz

~MONICA~

Coursemates CAD/CAM!

So..that's the end of my last MPA for my entire campus life!

Love what you Love

2011-03-07T18:24:00.001+08:00

This is a copy of a letter that Ray Bradbury (author of Fahrenheit 451)

~Love what you love, Love yourself and you get closer to yourself~

06 March 2011

2011-03-06T13:01:00.003+08:00

The night was over.

It was an awesome night though.

Just rise from bed, now feeling hungry...

Can't talk, Gotta go...

Tests are coming abruptly this week.

Ahhh...

I will write again.....With photos =)

Another Running Event

2011-03-03T09:57:00.002+08:00

I was invited to join a running race held by military club of 5th college last Sunday.

The prizes were not that attractive.

Well, There was no harm giving it a try.

The distance of the race was about 2km.

It was an unfamiliar place and strangers around us when we arrived.

Though, I did recognize a few runners who joins almost all the marathon and running races held by either inside campus or off-campus.

There were about 45 runners for female categories which technically worried me.

All-time marathon champion, Amirul told me to lead the group when running, which means I should probably sprint a little bit to be the first ahead the group.

Well, that's what exactly my coach told me when I was Form 4. He's right!!

It was really killing me when I stride as fast as I could to be in front of everyone.

I had barely slept the night before, that's why making me suffocating.

I felt tiring but my mind keep reminding me that I had to hold until the end.

I heard footsteps not far from me...And all I knew is continue to run.

When i was about 800m to the finish line, I met my friend from male category, running their route.

He told me behind me was clear, nobody within his view.

Wow~nevertheless, I did not dare to trust him. There MUST be somebody, maybe hid behind a lamp post, which he probably didn't see.

In the end, I got the first place and won a hamper for that.

The sunlight narrowing my eyes

I felt nausea not long after finish the race. @@

=) =) =)

The runners

3rd March, 2011

2011-03-03T09:24:00.001+08:00

我的女神，Angelababy的生日过了~2月28日！！！
那天想在这里祝福她，花了两天时间还没有完成。
还真会拖~~@@
所以，来一篇简简单单的。

Baby,在这里祝你每份美秒都开开心心，工作顺利，身体健康，越来越美丽，双鱼座要幸福哦！

来一张女神的美女照！！嘻嘻 =)

今年没有2月29 号。可是还是很谢谢帮我庆祝的朋友们！！

文雅，她要吻我哦~救命！！

朋友仔们

美丽的蛋糕~Yummy!!!

宏伟，谢谢你的照片！！Merci~

明天是很重要的日子，周杰伦要来！！！

~超时代演唱会~

杰伦，永远支持你哦。

08年去了，这次不能去，好伤心！

希望有去的人好好enjoy!!

Jay Music, Number 1!!!

Beautiful night

2011-02-25T03:52:00.000+08:00

Ahhh... Time couldn't just stop and rest for a while!
Clock can't just stop ticking not even for once~
There comes a perfect full stop of our CC Reunion Dinner.
So it's a plus one event in the list of marvelous moments.
An add-on in the reminiscence of campus life.
So uh...It was a beautiful night.
Girls were all dressing to kill. Some fitted in cheongsam, some in sexy dresses.
Guys?? I didn't notice anything extra-ordinary special.
My eyes were too busy with those pretty girls in pretty dresses and high heels.
I think guys were busy peeping at them too.

The multimedia were amazing. Especially multimedia prepared by 3rd year. Almost got me crying.
The stage show, the awards and most of the things were just similar every year,
maybe this is what we call "Tradition".
For me, each year the most exciting part was the Q&A for the couples, to test their understanding among each couple and of course, to dig into their secret which includes when they first kissing, where the guy had confessed his love to the girl... Some did tell interesting love story.. Haha...
I feel lucky enough for never getting up there. Which is quite a shame thing to share to some people.
Maybe they'd laugh at you if you told them NO ONE literally falls for you for the whole four years here.

Time wasn't enough for me to take photos with everyone I know there.
Then this is the end of the beautiful night and now I am feeling really tired.

I will write again soon.

Raise your glass and have a toast

Wow~

Me and Miinyee

My mum

Hehe~Leng zai and Leng lui

I want this book

With jackson

With Jeannie

WHAT IF...

2011-02-23T01:48:00.002+08:00

So many what ifs in my mind at this moment...
I am feeling terrible

-Frustration- -anger- -grief- -loneliness-

What if I had been a little more alert of time...
What if I had set my alarm properly the night before...
What if I had woken up from my cozy bed that morning...
What if I had not worried so much the night before... though I cried over the insomnia
and What if...
and What if...

That was the day I have been waiting so long. Means so much to me.
I have been training so hard... No one knows. Not even her.
I thought i could get over this.
No. I have not. I could not.
I could not forgive myself for this totally stupid, careless mistake.
Despite all this, the fact is still the fact.
I have to fight my way to get over those terrible feeling.
Convincing myself that it was my OWN FAULT.

To a flirty boy.
What if we had never known each other?
What if you were just a stranger to me?
Are you aware what's wrong with me?
Are you thinking what I am thinking too?
What if you were absolutely nothing i thought you are?

Then, you are killing me...

I will be writing again...
Night world...

SleepOver

2011-01-30T01:48:00.000+08:00

Sleepover is a girl-must-have activity which must be done among girl friends.
I love sleepover as much as my besties Christine and Sbabe.
We rolled out a yoga mat, set up an extra mattress equipped with comforters and blankets on the floor.
The lighting was adjusted to a more comfort way.

We usually talked about our life. Three of us have our own life. I live in a campus, Sbabe is working in a lawyer firm, Christine's taking CLP at Asia Brickfield college.
We talked about the nonsense college life happened around us, the so-called low mean girls, how they watched you fall, how they ruin your reputation.We listened to each other patiently. And I mean it.
We too talked about guys, cute guys, meaningless guys, flirty guys..blah blah blah...

Our sleepover wasn't only about gossiping and talking.
Sometimes, we do manicure and pedicure. Sharing beauty tips, slimming must-know, and trying outfits.
We also applying facial masks together, reading books and listening to comfort music.
In some exceptions, we did go out for supper!! Treating our desperate stomach with unhealthy food. Ahhh.. Supper is always unhealthy food. You know, it's hard to get healthy food at late night.

Sleepover with my besties is indeed happy moments.
It's totally un-describable in word, nor in my writing.
Let's have a toast for my girls!!!

ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
The next day, we went for swimming in a club house.
Poor Christine, she skipped her class for us.

Private Pool~

Ahhh~ Enjoy swimming!!

Dining at Kim Gary, The curve

Me and my favorite Instant mee

Happy Sleepover and day shopping with my girlsss!!!!
Like Siewyee always say " Je t'aime Girls!"
Love you too~

Extremely tired

2011-01-29T01:52:00.000+08:00

So here I am again... In my room at first residential college, UM.
Time passes indeed in super duper fast pace.
2 days ago, I was still in Genting Highland. Watching gambling, enjoying hot bath in deluxe hotel room, feeling freezing cold breeze, viewing misty environment.
Now, I am here, facing laptop, updating facebook, scrolling down my mouse over the webpage.
As usual, I have this strange feeling about leaving Genting. I experienced it each time.
Perhaps it's because I had had my special moments, memorable experiences and unforgettable events there.
Whatever it is, I am feeling extremely tired now.
In fact, I have so many things, a lot of events that i would like to jot down here.
But my brain is not functioning, my eye lids are heavy, I feel my muscles and my shoulder in distress.
Okay, so i am going to stop here.

I will write again =)

A Glance

2011-01-19T22:34:00.001+08:00

A glance, even a very quick glance from someone special could perfectly lighten your day.

That glance, a glance which met my eyes has made my heart pounding.

It was just a glance, maybe just meaningless,

I keep questioning myself...

the same question, which has no reply, no response, gives me no clue.

Glance of an owl

Travel

2011-01-17T13:40:00.002+08:00

When everyone is craving for Chinese New Year cookies, I am filled with a desire which I have been longing for it since some times ago.
I WANT to go T-R-A-V-E-L-L-I-N-G!!!
S.babe told me on Christmas that we were going to backpacking around several states in Malaysia in before CNY, which made me totally excited. I felt like flying @.@
After she told me her master plan, I was totally up to it!
Then, my mind started to imagine the beautiful places that we were going to travel.
Beautiful beaches, delicious local food, crunchy streets..........
Unfortunately, until last week, she told me there was change of plan.

"We are not going this month."

Why? I have been being so good girl these entire weeks!!!!!
Argggggggg!!!!! All those images in my mind are breaking into pieces and then fading away slowly.
Like an antique vase falls on the ground and splits into uncountable pieces~

Disappointment quickly fills my spine.
This month is a perfect timing. All the assignments may have not started yet. Thesis, at least is not killing me yet.
Sigh Sigh Sigh*******

Whatever...
Maybe the chance to travel just has not arrived for me yet.
Face it. I have to face it.
What I can do now, is continue clicking my mouse over friends' photo albums on Facebook.
Flicking their photos of the places they have traveled, which they did it in recent weekends.
And continue craving for T-R-A-V-E-L-L-I-N-G~~

=I'll be writing again=

Curious Friday

2011-01-15T12:19:00.001+08:00

A sleep over with Sabrina and Siew Yee at Siew Yee's house was absolutely AWESOME.

I have been friends with Siew Yee for 5 years. And I feel so ashamed that I did not know that she has a huge ~~house~~, or you can call it a mansion. I bet her dad had spent over millions on that house, situated at Kayangan Heights.

Well, after some girlie talk and a movie together on her laptop, a clay mask together.

Our girlie talk was really fun.We talked about who is being so bitchie lately and of course some XX talks...

It turned out that I am the most innocent one among them.

I have fewest experience in relationship with guys and also have never never never blah blah blah. Haha^^

Therefore, there were a lot of surprises for me. I kept my ears fully ON and my eyes widely opened most of the times. Hearing about their fresh and astonishing experiences. WHOAAAAA~~~

Sharing each other feeling is really COOL~ All of us realised that we should do it more often.

I am glad we are being together again.

We slept early as SY is going to have class the next day.

Her bedroom is so comfort which supposingly made me fall asleep faster than ever.

But I couldn't sleep.

When I closed my eyes, my mind kept thinking about the conversation we had.

Which WE from the above does not refer to Sabrina, SY and me.

Well, i am being so secretive now.

And you are so suspicious.

Yeaa...There is some one. Some one who keep bothering my mind.

Some one who makes me keep ~~thinking~~ @@

Conversation with some one is joyous, which I always desire for.

But I am so curious what someone thinks about me~

How long will this situation last?

Moonlight jogathon

2011-01-13T08:34:00.001+08:00

Grrrrrr.....

Ahhhh...i am so exhausted!!! I am feeling like my body is signaling the red light, giving " low battery" sign..

Hoaaaa... and now i am inhaling more mucus~ This running nose has been haunting me for more than a week!!

Okay..Let's back to the point @@

I was taking part in a Moonlight Jogathon organised by 6th college (Which is practically all medic students residence) . Honestly, i wanted to do this since long time ago, which I mean since I first got into this campus. Unfortunately, there was no one close to me was interested and I was so silly for chickening out to do it alone.

This time, I was facing the same situation. It's not as simple as the situation which you're choosing a Vincci or Nose handbag. I have invited a few friends from Facebook. And only got ONE reply which she clicked attending. I was delighted and hopeful. " Luckily there's someone there who has the similar hope".

As the date of the race approaching, my friend seemed to have less interest. She didn't tell but I knew it. I could perfectly feel it. Whenever i asked whether we are going to participate, she didn't show any commitment in her answer. Maybe that was not an answer after all. She just asked me back " You wanna go?" or a simply " Don't know" and " not sure". Well, I hope I was not acting too suspicious. Being a Piscean makes me good at observing people. Ohh..please don't doubt that. Anyway, every piece of my heart was still hoping she would change her mind.

Then, there was the day arrived~

Knowing that she gave up the event, I send a message to a Malay guy who is surely taking part to let him know I would like to go together with him.

There, I saw everyone dressed in vigor running attire, some wear shorts and some wear sleeveless marathon jersey with tights. Wow.. this is really making my heart pounds.

After some introduction-> rules -> and groupie stretching, the events came to the crucial beginning.

Girls were guided to the starting line, parking space near to the medical faculty. My heart was pounding really hard. Why I always have to be so nervous each time I am taking part in an event? I kept telling myself to be relax. Then I heard a female committee high-pitched voice:" Semua ready?" I did something really embarrassing which I raised my left hand and said :" Not yet. one minute please." The rest were looking at me horrifically, Okiee...I guess they were all really fully-ready.

Then, the whistle beeped. There were like 6 people ahead of me. I thought I must follow closer to the first participate. While running down the slope, I could feel my shoe laces of left leg started to loosen. Oh Gosh.. please not now.. However, I was able to hold until the runner behind me was far enough.

The race was harder than I have thought. I was completely suffocating on the halfway. I was being polite when the committee at the check point gave me the rubber band. I said " Thank you" to them as i thought it's hard for them standing there and waiting for us to pass through.

Oh..Finally and eventually, I ended the jogathon with second place, which I have maintained from the start of the race. And the 3rd person was far enough after me. But I was not proud at all because I was also being left quite a distance away from the first runner. Like usual, I lied down at the moment I reached the finishing line because I felt really suffering. I couldn't catch my breath...ZZzzzzzz

Skipping all the small details that had happened. To my surprise, my coursemates Jeannie and Miinyee appeared a few steps in front of me. I was immediately delighted.. Haha...While waiting for the prize giving ceremony, I have made friends with the medic students there. They were all kind and friendly. They were talkative and sweet... It was really my pleasure to know them. What I have got for winning were a piece of certificate, a silver medal and a big-sized T-shirts. @.@

So..this was really a great and precious experience for me. Wow..it was 24 hours ago though, I can still feel the excitement. Now, I am really exhausted, I skipped Kenny Rogers gathering with my cousemates for volley ball game with my roomate and friends. God, they must be really mad at me... Well, the volley ball game didn't happen right and end well due to some player arrangement mistakes. But, it was a great workout though.

And now I am sensing my muscular aching and a few part of my body are really painful. It's like my body has used up to the limit. It's time for rest. Finally finish the post for this event. ZZzzzz...

Jeannieck, Me and Miinyee. Watermelon as meal after run.

The participants,, Yellow shirt Rachel Chong.

Runners from my college

Haha~~My medal...

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~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~ I skip my class....Didn't mean to skip it =[

It's all about GETTING OVER

2011-01-08T18:08:00.000+08:00

Have you ever experienced that there are some things stuck in your mind? Like a fish bone stuck in your throat, remain there still no matter how much water you flush down through your throat.
These things impede the development of our daily life. Engulf the happiness and they prevent you from smiling and laughing. You're feeling as if there are pins being pinned all over your face. You can't smile over people jokes, comedies, or even when you see some fatty stumble over a banana skin.
Gosh...With those things stuck in our head, we live like hell!
Recently, a friend of mine had suffered from a broken relationship.
No offense, but that guy was a big jerk!!!
From her face, from the way she looks, the way she talks, of course especially her red and puffy eyes...
She must have cried over the night...
Although she has tried so hard to hide it, to pretend calm, I can perfectly tell that she is not getting over him.
Why is it always so hard? Why is it ALWAYS so hard to get over the one you loved? Even though he is a big fat liar, a dirty bastard or a total-loser, even though he screws up with your best friend.

" She needs time." That's what i heard from people around for like 100 times.
If it is a matter of time, then how long she needs to completely get through this?

"There's nothing we can do." Another sentence I heard for 100 times.
Yeah...right... I guess so. All of us want her to be happy.
There is nothing i can do more. Here i would like to dedicate a party song for her. (If she read this)
It's a party song by David Guetta (Which she adores a lot), Fergie, and etc.

Hope she could get over all the unhappy things as soon as possible.=)

From moving room to 2011

2010-12-31T16:47:00.000+08:00

Ahhh... my whole body feels so tight after moving all my stuffs from block E to my own room.
All the stuffs, like more than 50kg of things.
Well, at least it is in my own room now. Feel more comfortable =)
The room was in a great mess before my total effort to thoroughly brush it up.
Our room was let to some middle aged male fellas a week a go. There were even cigarettes remaining.
Gosh!!!!! It was so disgusting...
No matter what was in the room before, now it has turned to Siewjye's room again.
I wiped my table for 5 times above. Every corner is shining clean again!!!
Out of the blue, i even wiped the shoes rack outside the room for twice.
The shoe rack!!!! Honestly, how many people would do that?
yeah, !!!!! that's me =)
okay.. just write this to express the tired-ness and release the waste in my head before 2010 ends...
haha!!!
Am i going to countdown tonight?? Hold that thought first...
Anyway, you people should go celebrate. It's the end of 2010!!!!
Welcoming 2011!!!!! Hope tomorrow will be a better day, and everyday a great nice day in 2011!
May all my wishes and dreams come true in 2011 and have a happy new year!!!!

Happy new year, world!!!!!

Hooray!!! 2011!!!

What was happening during Christmas

2010-12-26T00:27:00.001+08:00

On Christmas eve:

1. Walk from UM 1st residential college to Kerinchi LRT station slash Wisma Pantai

I usually take the route by walking to University station, then take the LRT Kerinchi station which is only a station away from University. Sabrina recommended that i should reduce my walking distance by walking from Um straight to Kerinchi station. So i convinced myself that i should follow her advice. The pedestrian pathway was quite a difficult way, the pathway was flooded by rain water at certain spots and missing bricks at middle part of the pathway which forced me to walk on the main road. And i was so uncertain about the direction since i have never used the route before. Lastly, i have spent more time on this new route than the old one.And when i reached there, i found myself sweaty and gasping for air eagerly.

2. Stuck in the traffic jam

Sabrina and I was stuck in the terrible traffic when we were only one U-turn away to Sunway Pyramid. The jam was so unworthy as it was caused by a breakdown car stopped at the right lane. We spent approximately 45 minutes to complete our U-turn. =.=

3. Received the warmest SMS of the season

Haha!!! I screamed excitedly after saw the SMS. It was short as a draft, but i felt really GLAD! Sabrina was kinda shocked at first and then she glared at me with one side of her lip lifted up after i told her what i was so excited about =.= Zzzz... Haha...

4. Have gracious dinner at Itallianese Republic

White wine, fried calamari and cheezy fried prawns with potatoes. Photos were taken and are still in Sabrina's camera.

5. Meet Wanting and fellow friends at @live

*******i am so speechless about @live as it was just a lame club or bar. Sabrina and I were not entertained by the so-called live band. For us, they were just fooling themselves on the stage. They should realized they were totally irritating. Time we checked-in 11.45pm. Check-out time 12.45pm. Shortest time i have ever spent inside club. David's friends have non-stop filled up our glasses. Sabrina used driving as a reason to reject. Unfortunate me, my head was so dizzy and i could feel the alcohol rolling in my stomach.

6. A Honda Civic headed to Jln Ipoh and the driver was not David

Sabrina was required to drive David's Honda Civic because David was in highly excited state from the effect of too much alcohol. Wanting simply doesn't know how to drive and I still felt dizzy in my head. Therefore, the chosen driver was Sabrina despite her zero driving experience in Auto-geared. Sabrina was so proud for given the chance to drive a Honda Civic..there are photos to remember this Sabrina with Honda Civic moments @.@

On Christmas:

1. Head to church with Sabrina and her family

Witnessed choirs singing Christmas Carols, humorous emcees, meaningful stage play. Meeting nice and friendly people there.

2. Outing with Sabrina's family

Had lunch at New Paris SS2. Sabrina's aunt is a loving and extra kind person. On the other hand, both her daughter are having homeschooling. First time i heard homeschooling in our country.

3. Ah dong slash Jacky's saloon

Ah dong/ Jacky is my sister's ex-boyfriend. That's how i know him. ^.^ It is the first time Sabrina officially meet Jacky. She had heard this name from me since 5 years ago when i knew her at Genting Highlands. Sabrina decided to have rebonding of her hair. Spent 3 hours in the saloon. Watching Jacky doing his job.

4. Dinner with Jacky

Dinner at Pitstop. Sabrina said Jacky is a nice person and i am totally agree.

Girl-Friendship

2010-12-17T15:22:00.002+08:00

Girl-friendship is not simple.

As most of us agree, girls are sensitive. Despite we have girls' talk, not all of us dig thoroughly out the things kept in heart.

Sometimes, we are doing things that annoying or hurting our BFF without even realising it.

And they are not speaking their mind and here the conflicts occur.

Thus, we're putting our friendship at risk.

I have number of besties and i would try my best to do no things to hurt them.

I have read some really useful tips to avoid rotten of friendship...

There are some false rules we should avoid in order to keep friendships stronger and closer~~

Standing Her Up Last Minute

Friendship is based on loyalty. So if you said you're going to be there stick to your promise. And NEVER ditch your friends to go dating with guys even with your dream guy.

Being Too Clingy

Avoid acting a needy friend. If you're acting this way makes your BFF feel she's more like your mum than best friend. Space apart can be good for both of you and ensure that you come back fresh.

Always Giving Your Opinion

When your friend wants that kind of advice and ask you for it, it's great that you're available to give it to her.
Make sure you know when it's the best or worse time. If you offer your opinion about everything from her haircut to her boyfriend problem when she didn't ask you to weigh in, you could be really annoying to her. Remember that being a friend doesn't mean that you're automatically her life coach.

Spilling A Secret

You should never ever spill the details of something your BFF told you in confidence. Or we can call it a betrayal.

Being Me-centric

Be a good listener. Take an interest, ask how she reacted,ask how she's feeling now and what she thinks she might do. Instead of telling your friend how she should be doing, ask her what she thinks would help her life. Do not be self-centered.

Ignoring Her Text

Never send an email in response to a friend's call and don't habitually leave a message on her mobile or home number when you know she'll be unlikely to answer. Even you're busy with your stuff, call her and tell her you're unavailable and will catch up with her later. Your friend will feel she is needy and special.

I had always wanted BFF!!!!
I have made quite a lot of friends. when i was working at Genting Highland, friends i know in the campus, friends i know from friends and etc. However, those really can talk from heart to heart, Sigh... Not very optimistic...
Sometimes i feel really lonely T.T
People around me have got their activities with the other half even they don't have BFF.
For me, I really need my friends around me to have fun with..
I wish to have BFFs that really into me, being supportive, reliable and caring~~
Last but not least, for those who need friends too.. welcome to know me!!!!

吃斋饭

2010-12-17T12:40:00.000+08:00

放假，留在宿舍，宿舍是没有提供伙食的。
我们当然有快速方便的方法~
不知道从什么时候开始，有个勤劳的哥哥提供了素食经济饭delivery Service.
还有菜单做参考，每天有三十多种菜式人选三样，才rm3.00 NETT。
哈哈。这个价钱是学生才有的哦~
在这个星期里，我的房间三人-我，jeannie-ck & 美珍常常帮称那位哥哥~
（其实是每天午餐都帮称他）他应该很开心吧。
刚刚看了菜单，原来那位哥哥大名——MR LAI. 0166224228
其实我本人蛮佩服他。不管刮大风还是下大雨，他都会把饭送到。
虽然有一两次MR LAI还是会迟到。我们都饿到没力气了 =o=
迟到很夸张时，（超过一点半还没送到）我都在想，他应该不是发生什么事了吧？
因为：(1)他是驾motor送饭的。而且还载这一大箩的经济饭，所以还蛮危险的~
(2)他都很少酱迟
哈哈。。可是到最后他还是会出现啦~
为什么我说他勤劳呢？
我在tropicana City Mall工作时，也遇到他把菜单交给店员点菜。他连Shopping Mall的生意也做。
其实这样也好，那些sales person和店员都可以吃到更便宜的食物。
所以大家，如果有兴趣就帮称这位MR LAI吧~

炒生菜，油浸鱼和火腿炒蛋

饭盒

Christmas Coming soon

2010-12-16T01:14:00.001+08:00

Christmas is now around the corner!!

Hooray!!!!!!

There are Christmas decorations everywhere, especially in the shopping malls.

People starts judging and comparing the decorations between malls. Some said Mid valley's deco is better than One U. Some feels deco in M.V is too kid-dish.

When i was 15-20, Christmas used to be the holiday i loved so much. The day i was dying to have it to come.

I spent the day at Genting Highlands almost every year. In fact, I had only missed 1 year from 15-19.

Having blast with brothers and sister and also dearest friends was really really FUN.

Recent years, the eagerness have disappeared. Maybe because i have grown up.

Looking at the amazing decorations doesn't excite me anymore.

Is this one of the symptom of ageing?

Or maybe i need a great party to make me alive again!

Dear friends,

My facebook and phone is standing by 24 hour 86400 seconds a day for your call!!

Let's have fun!

Deco at Mid Valley centre court

Jeannie and me with my favourite Rabbit doll (The same as mentioned in previous blog)

Of course we would let it snow

Poor expression...

Three of us

Lonely Ballerina

Who wants this?

Shhhhss..Rabbit is sleeping~

Gotcha...! This girl took photo of herself =.=
The focus here is the bear and horse behind her.. haha^^

Many photos...haha... End of story
Wishing everyone have great celebration on Christmas!
Night world =)

义海豪情

2010-12-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

超过一个星期没有update博客了。
其实遇到很多事都想要写下来的。只是到了晚上,开着blogspot，总是做其他事情。
Facebook啊，玩CS啊。。结果一天拖一天，到最后都没有写博客。好失败哦 =o=
最近我在追香港剧集《巾帼刁雄之义海豪情》，所以忽略了博客。
《义》有32集，我想快点看完它。所以我每天早上醒来第一件事就是打开我的QQ影音，继续追片。
晚上呢，追戏追到凌晨四五点，其实我还不想睡觉的。很想继续看下一集,可是想到自己追戏到这样迟，真的十分不健康。。良心发现，就去睡觉，明天再继续。
现在，我终于花了三天把《义》看完了。
觉得很好看，但是有些地方很婆妈，很拖时间。
在《义》里面，有很多悲剧。。很多感人的情节，感触~看了很心酸。也害我流了很多眼泪。SAD T.T
在想，世界上真的有人会等你三十年吗？有人会不变心，每时每刻想着你想三十年吗？
三十年后能在一起当然好。三十年的等待都值得。如果不能呢？会不会后悔呢？
戏里面杨阳对晴晴无微不至，为了她，不顾自己。。真令人羡慕。
世界上有这样好的人吗？
戏里面街坊的感情犹如一家人。看到他们感情酱好，我边看戏边祈祷他们每个都平安，每遇到难关，都希望他们能安全度过。
我看戏就是这样，很容易被戏里面情节影响。心情也会被牵着走。。。

刘醒&九姑娘

义海豪情海报

杨阳与晴晴

Speak now or forever hold your peace

2010-12-07T13:14:00.001+08:00

I am writing this after listening to Taylor Swift's new hit " Speak Now".

I have only been to a western wedding ceremony held in a amazing outdoor garden once in my entire life.

It was 4 years ago.

It was a great experience where i witnessed the whole ceremony exactly like in those English movies.

I was considered still young that time so i did feel strangely curious about those words said by the bride, the bridegroom and the preachers.

" Speak now or Forever hold your peace" a sentence said by the preacher at the end.

And it is the last chance for either the bride or the bridegroom to protest or to quit.

Well, i believe most of the weddings we have seen ended peacefully.

Anyway, can you imagine when either side protest and just runaway from the ceremony?

It would be the historical moment...

"Speak now or forever hold your peace"

Sometimes it appears in our heart, it becomes a question we would like to ask.

Like when the guys we admired have belonged to somebody else

and at this moment what you wanna do is lay the cards on the table and give this one last shot.

Your heart is racing and what do you think he's gonna say??

Life is a funny thing.

When we have a chance to do or say something we should, we just skip it.

Maybe because we didn't realize that it is the right timing or bad timing.

Then, we always look back and regretting the words we didn't speak up when we had a chance to say it.

Have you regret for not saying " I love you" to somebody? " I am sorry" for the people you hurt? or even " I hate you" to the person you really hate?

or the words you wanna share with your mum? telling her how much you love her?

We all know life is short...

if we're not gonna say the words now, when do we have the chance to speak it again?

Unless you're a song writer like Taylor swift or Jay chou that speak it through a song...

What if word you say can change the things? you'll never know that....

双鱼座

2010-12-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

双鱼座爱幻想, 他们爱作梦，也无时不在幻想，

也常将这种情结搬到现实环境中，而显得有些不切实际.

爱幻想,也导致我爱乱想, 每次都在乱猜测. 这样其实很辛苦的.

有些事情根本就不需要我去想,因为不值得去想, 或者也根本没有这回事,而是爱幻想的我,幻想出来误当以为真,然后就开始乱想.

从小到大,Mummy都不让我们看台湾偶像剧和韩剧,就是不要我们乱想哦..哈哈.

所以,什么<<冬季恋歌>>, <<蓝>>我都没有看.

看了会很投入,然后就很伤心...

最近我又在想东西了.又有件事情困扰我.

为什么每次都这样啊..

每次都要想别人怎么想?

可是每次我幻想的东西都没有实现的..

所以有时乱想了就会跟自己说: " 不会是真的啦.我想象出来的几时有成真过? "

但是,还是很难避免我继续乱想, 很矛盾吧?

但是双鱼座还是有优点的~

就是很会关心人家，而且是很忠诚很好的朋友。

这是件好事还是坏事？

总有些人往往喜欢往脆弱的好人拿好处。

可是我还是不管了。。只要我对别人好就行了。

有些人该好好检讨一下自己是怎样的人。

你有没有向一些温柔，静静不出声的人，或知道她心地善良而从她身上“拎着数”呢？

1st Year的我

能不能买一只给我？


Please don't Hurt me @.@ 好羡慕它水汪汪的眼睛

Track and field Forever

2010-11-06T02:06:00.000+08:00

从小就很喜欢跑，很喜欢田径。

我记得小学时为了要代表学校参加比赛，在老师面前，我拼命的跑。

当时的我只知道，一定要比其他选手领先，所以不顾一切向前跑。

结果真的代表了学校。田径生涯应该是从那时候开始的。

到了中学，在学校运动会拿第一很轻而易举，到MSSD竞争都很大。

可能印度人太强了吧。

接下来，转校到terengganu读书。才有真正的成就。

在MRSM,有十分专业的教练训练我。虽然不同种族，可是教练对我真的很好。

我不会忘记你的哦，Mr.Izaimi。很遗憾以前没有拍照留念。

在terengganu也发掘了跑100m和400m的能力。

可是，400m真得不好跑哦。

参加田径的一切有甜也有苦。

一系列地狱式训练让我睡着觉脚都会痛。走路也像机器人一样。

虽然没有拍照留念，可是很多的奖牌还有在啦。幸亏还留着。

如今虽然没有跑得以前那么快了，可是人老了就是这样的吧?

凡事都有曾经。

David Beckham 现在也没以前那么强了。。哈哈。。安慰自己一下。很好的例子吧？

希望毕业以后还会有机会参加=）

放一些以前的照片。不知道谁拍的。可是真的要谢谢他。

看到我吗？唯一没有包头的。还有一个礼篮在旁边。我赢olahragawati得来的。


进了大学first year 的track and field, Bukit Jalil Stadium

Track and field 2010

到终点了

04 November, 2010

2010-11-04T08:59:00.001+08:00

很久没有上来了~
忙到不够时间。现在趁时间还早，没有什么人起身上网，Internet speed会好一点。
好像把每件事都写。却没有那个时间。
上个星期和peter参加的Kayak拿下第二名。还有一项Slarom因为没有skill,
还有缺少practise，没有赢~
放一些最近的照片分享一下。

Track and field

2010-10-24T17:03:00.000+08:00

让我最紧张，最爱的日子到了，也过了。

今年的有点与众不同。今年由那些没经验的小伙子organize,平时非要举行两天不可的田径项目竟然缩成一天。

全部项目在同一天举行，让人看了都摇头叹气。要人怎样跑！尤其是参加多项项目的人。。

结果我的项目也一样。

早上先代替缺席的朋友参加我从所未尝试过的三级跳（Lompat kijang）,结果没经验的我拿第六名。

然后到了让我最心惊胆跳的项目，400m。在saringan第二名，下午还有final.

接下来，休息不到一下子又要跑4x100m。我的team跑得真美，很满意。拿了第一名。可以进final

下午我的项目就惨了。全部连着去。。4x100m, 400m, 100 hurdle and 4x400m. 就知道自己惨了。

早上跑了这么多，都没有力了。因为有个teamate受伤，表现没那么好。最有希望的4x100m我们输了。好伤心。我当场哭了出来。我真得很压力。接下来我最拿手的400m final要我怎样跑。。。本来4x400m relay last runner 的我，因为觉得自己没办法办到，就让weiling顶上。

在register时，我都红着双眼。我真的没力了。Liping 和 wanshuang都来安慰我。连在场的organizer都无能为力。他们也不想把全部项目安排在一天的。他们说是租不到stadium.就这样，为了focus 在4x400m.我只能放弃400m,在跑道上慢跑，留着energy.

最后的4x400m,跑的真累。。energy all out..最后也全靠last runner, wei ling 从第三追到了第二名。

肚子好饿

我跑的样子，没力了。要到终点罗。跑第二

懒惰是一种毒药

2010-10-20T08:49:00.000+08:00

懒惰是一种毒药，会随着空气散落至皮肤，渗透到心底。

不想在岁月爬上眼尾的時候才后悔，现在就要绝对的反击，把懒惰彻底的赶走我的星球。

成功并非必然，也绝对不偶然，加油吧！

这周末是个难得的机会，我一定要赢！！！

好好锻炼吧，好紧张哦~

Volleyball

Kayak and Canoing