Friday ain't a Friday for me

It's Friday for everyone... Boom!!!!!

Smile =)

There's a BUT coming...
But it's not really a Friday for me although I feel so Friday

Tomorrow I'll be having 8am class. 8AM!! 8AM!!
8AM, can you believe it?

Arghh this will be torturing for the whole semester.
Anyway, I guess I'll just have to deal with it and get use to it.

Because I think this will be continuing for maybe 2 semester?
Yeah I sincerely hope I could graduate on time.

Tomorrow will be class of Applied Mechanics and Research Methodology.
Actually I am quite looking forward to it.
I am going to rock this semester.

I am going to study as smart as I could be, be as diligent as possible, and also pass the exam as colourful as possible!

Write again =)

Presentation

I skipped his class for 2 weeks in a row. And then he approached me to ask about the reasons or excuses.

I have never seen him asking this from other students who had been absent.
So I took it he care about me since I am the only Chinese female student in his class.
Then, I made a promise, I swore I'd never skipped his class again.

And until so far, I'm so proud of myself that I keep my words.
Although sometimes, the urge to go swimming or the urge to rest after morning run fight against the promise so hard.
I did it however. And I hope everything will be going fine in this last 3 weeks of lecture in this semester.

My project presentation will be next week 16th December 2012.
I'm struggling now, for the fact that I have not done any analysis yet.

I have been staying up until 2am or 3 am since Sunday until today.
I sincerely hope all these staying-ups come out with something valuable and worthy to this project.

Which is why, I am going to end this post now and resume my journal-research with my panda-eyes.
Well, dear pandas sorry for using that phrase just because this phrase look ugly on me.

Let everything goes well.
Write again soon.

For the time

Owhh... This weekend is going to be an exciting plus pushing weekend!

Although I'm a little scare and nervous now...I feel irregular...

Just like a cloud with irregular shape.. my heart is bouncing like a squirrel is skipping up and down inside.

And I'm blanked with what I'm going to do on Sunday, with myself being in a team full with UM elite runners.

Although it is just a fun racing game, but I'm scared that I'd screw everything up...

Worry that I'm not giving what others expected me to give...

I wish....

Tomorrow and Sunday will be totally awesome days, as it might be be the last time I enjoy these activities in UM.

I couldn't expect too much miracles with the little amount effort that I have given in.

Still, hope for the best! Have faith in myself =)

Cheers...

My First Malakoff Dualthon

Here is the time to write.

Oh Right, about Malakoff Dualthon, saddening me, my team lost.

My team made it in 7th place in Mixed Team Categories, right behind another UM mixed team which got 6th.

Another UM team for Men Team Universities Category got the 8th place. 

Puzzled and sad. Did we disappoint the UM Sports Centre, and also the UM students slash volunteers who were standing under the sun supporting us while they were dutying?

We were left behind other team during the cycling section, our bicycle was not the kind which is expensive and was not even mountain bike. The bike was rent from UM Sports Centre. That was why we could not catch up to other bicycle riders. And delaying timing. I ran badly too when it was my running time.

I was the last runner. It was very tiring. The route in Rimba Ilmu was very tough for me. I had had not enough training. This is the consequence. The route was a little inclined and I think my weaken mentality obstructed me to push harder. This is NOT GOOD.

I need to train harder. And this has crossed my mind.  If Amirul Syazwan can do it, so can I.

Thanks and good night.

I will write soon.

This picture again =)

End of This Wonderful and Meaningful Busy Week

GRrrrrr....

This whole has been a really rough and busy week.
Yet, those days were so beautiful and wonderful.
And every single second of those days is going to be keep firmly in my mind and heart, like a permanent tattoo.

I would like to thank to everyone that had contributed and participated in this special occasion, from preparing the convo, attending the convo ceremony and also the convo dinner.

Well, I have to admit, I'm weary and tired, with all those photo session, outings and gathering. Because I'm totally energized to meet all of you and that's why so many energy consumed.

And not willing to let those moment run away, not willing to let you walk away so soon took very much strength and energy from me.

 Well,

天下无不散之筵席

I will miss all of you, VERY VERY MUCH!
And I have kind of started to miss you already!

Million thanks to First residential college Juniors!!

Thanks to CAD/CAM juniors. Thanks to my lovely all-guys buddy line, Jonathan Yap, Kong Kien Meng, Eric Lim and also Hoo Chin How.

Thanks to superseniors.

Thanks to Christine Ng, YongLing, and Windy.

Thanks to all of you for the awesome presents! I love them all very much =)

Last but not least, still

" BEST CONVO EVER!"

CAD/CAM Engineering batch 07/08

Woohoo~

My all-guys buddy line, from left, Eric Lim, Hoo Chin How, Kong Kien Meng and Jonathan Yap.

Thanks my lovely friends!!!

My dear friends~~~

=) =)

 Write again soon.

6th October 2011

Guess what?!
It's a BIG BIG day!
My big day together with all my dear friends juniors and friends.
It;s my CONVO day!! I'm graduated..

After this busy day, only 3 words to describe it...

" BEST CONVO EVER!"

Thanks everyone who was there for me =)
Thanks to all CAD/CAM juniors and First college juniors!

I Love all of you, and I mean it =)

Write again soon.

Things I Love Saturday

Brrrrrr~~ It's 3:20am on the clock!!

Well, it's over 12am now, it's Sunday now, more precisely.

But the truth is, I have not had my sleep yet, so it is still a Saturday for me.

I practically slept the whole afternoon like a dead fish. There were like one or two times I was awaken by bad dreams which I thought I were in it for real.

Then I fell back into sleep after making up my mind for a few seconds. Sometimes, I woke up and faced my laptop to take care of my Cityville, like 30 minutes, then I felt tired and fell into bed again.

I repeated these actions for whole afternoon until I realised it was already 4pm and I had not done anything for my Saturday, then I decided to finally get up for real. No falling back to bed.

I love to do nothing but playing Cityville, taking care my city and listening to my collection of good songs.

and my Nicholas Sparks seems to be a good reading material after I have finished a stack of books I borrowed from Christine earlier. I have not read a good book, a book totally unrelated to my academic for quite a long time since I had to spent everyday reading and studying for good grades for the past many months.

Cellyn Miin Yee was working on this beautiful Saturday. Her first Saturday. So sweet of her to come my place after work and bring me to a nice dinner. Well, that dinner place is nice if you are ordering those food more than RM16. But for people like me, which is currently having to control my expenses, have no right to have luxury food.

Old coursemate WenYar called everyone for a gathering which includes having drinks over the night. So we had the gathering at Millenium Square. Those faces which I have not seen for quite a while, but the truth is everyone is still the same. We spent our time having conversation about job, Boon Fui's Korea backpacking, Wen Yar's working experiences, English Premiere league, and blah blah blah...

I had a chance watching my favourite football club since I was 14, the Manchester United versus Bolton. Wow..Rooney had a hattrick and Chicharito impressed me with his amazing goals and the new handsome goalkeeper of the team, David de Gea.....

And now... it's time I end my Saturday with a good NIGHT sleep, which I hope would be a lot better one than my afternoon sleep. Good Night everyone, who is already sleeping cozily...

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ZZZzzzzzzzzz ~ I will write again~

5th July

I am going home...

Not ready to leave this place yet.

5th July

A free Iced Milo from third college mamak.

An unfortunate event brought me to this gardener working at First Residential College, 

he happens to be a dish washer at 3rd college.

Despite his job, I don't feel bad for knowing him. I still talk to him when we meet.

Then last night, I was there for burger, because I was starving...

Then the staffs there all were so nice to me. Wonderful smile.

For your information, I was kind of never been here. This is not my area.

I would only here when passing on my running route.

If I would have known they are so nice, then I definitely would come here frequently.

And the seconds I thought the gardener was asking me what drinks I have ordered, he mean what drinks could he order me, for FREE.. 

Hehe...

Lovely, isn't he? Next time, if we meet again, hope I could buy him a drinks too. Thanks.

Grateful Thursday

I am so glad that I was given a chance to fix my university life with things that I had not experienced before.

Even it's late coming, but they are indeed the best moments ever in my uni life.

I don't know why, things always turn to be so lovely when you're about to lose it.

Recent life here has been so great, I have met those amazing and wonderful person from mamak store cooks, burger sellers, gardeners, admin staffs, coaches and athletes.

They are the THINGS I should be GRATEFUL for.

Thank you, all of you!

Best memory ever!

29 June 2011

28 June 2011

Worst fight in my life.
Worst match my friends had ever seen

It's over.
MASUM is over. Goodbye MASUM.
There are hard and great times during this whole month.
But it's worth it.

19 June

This place is getting more quiet than usual.
Fasa 1 UM team has off to UPM and their battle places.
A great good luck to all of them.
May UM team rule this year.
It was Father's day.
My family has come to celebrate.
Great time with all of them.
To my daddy,
" Happy Father's Day"

And it's late in the night. Tomorrow gonna be training as usual.

Good night.
I will write again.

11th June

 Have you ever checked back your chat list?

"chatting is 0
4 me
 no 0
 haha
1 day u faham y i was said no 0"

"nice
haiii
 r u busy now???"

Tomorrow going training at Putrajaya.
Nervous.

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Recently, what has surprised me most is people keep failing to recognize me for who I am.
They said I have become so dark, so dark until they can't recognize me.
And I've also found that this hair colour is not matching my current skin tone.

Confusion

To a boy,

I am confused. I really don't understand. 

All the things you did, and I thought...

But, it really doesn't matter anymore.

This song has been my companion these days.

Can't stop listening to this. Omg, Best song ever!

 

"Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you here, here, here 

I wish you were here"

The Ship I ride everyday

When most people around me is in a relationSHIP

I am still remain in this SHIP.

This Single-SHIP.

and being in this ship makes me having so many amazing people in my life and spending time with them.

Who is with me? Cheers =)

4th June 2011

Sunny Saturday afternoon, training is held as usual.

But it is going to be just me later.

I have a lot of catching up to do.

Hope everything is running PERFECT!
Hope that i will be GREAT!

Going to write soon. =)

The second day

People said things will get better in the next morning.

But...

I woke up 3am in the midnight

Having this hard feeling.

The grief stuck in the middle of my throat. Just could not swallow it down.

And it did not get any better this morning.

But,

Someday, it will get better somehow.

That's what i always heard.

征服Gunung Tahan

24小时前，从半岛最高的山，Gunung Tahan回来。

路途中真的好辛苦。在高山上，要喝河水，吃不饱的食物，一天还要走超过十小时的路途。

辛苦，真的辛苦。。可是，还是很开心能完成路程。

这四天高攀Gunung tahan的过程，吸取了很多教训。

很肯定的是我还不够training,还很脆弱。。。

除此，我也体验到人的自私和各种丑陋。。。

可是不重要，我还是不会用他们对我的态度对待他们，因为，I want to be a better person than you.

现在的我，双脚疼痛，左脚趾甲受伤，恐怕趾甲就快掉落。因为我们爬山路途很多沼泽地带。双脚长时间困在鞋里，没有空气流通，结果就发炎。

下星期有比赛，希望尽快康复。要开始training了。

“要想在众人面前有多风光，就要在众人背后有多辛苦。天下没有免费的午餐！我还要继续加油！”

22/5/2011 到达Gunung Tahan高峰

It's so Arduous

Exam week..
It's still a long way to go.
It's bitter and suffering.
FYP and exam together.
It's so killing.
But, please..
Don't die.

Minyee's status: 

Cellyn Miinyee 

Siewjye Chow 四年了，我们捱过了。。明天和今天一定要咬紧牙根，捱过它们！！ 

RIGHT!

We'll get through this! Crossing fingers firmly...

On this bumpy road to a “better life” that I ride everyday... I wish...I Could get through this!

I am sick, No, I am NOT.

I am sick,

I am not sick.

I am feeling well,

I am feeling not well

I am sick,

I am not sick

I am feeling well,

I am feeling not well.

I am sick,

I am not sick.

GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

Is it me or my body which is getting crazier and crazier?

I have this strange feeling since Tuesday.

I feel sick. All the symptoms of getting a fever approach me.

My exhalation feels warmer than usual, my joints all over my body feel aching, my stamina is getting worse and I feel sleepy and tiring. I feel not well when I am walking. And  I sleep extraordinary longer than usual.

It's suffering. But I am not sick. Even though I feel my forehead is in higher temperature inside, it feels nothing than usual when you place your hand on it.

Is it because of me being too worry to get sick or this obsession of thoughts about being sick brings me this whole stupid feeling?

Ahhhh... Okay, whatever.
Prevention is better than cure. So Jeannie suggested that I should drink some Chinese traditional herbal tea.
And there we were in the pasar malam earlier, in the drizzle, at a Chinese Herbal tea stall.
I chose to drink the most bitter herbal tea of the stall.
Chinese has a saying that, the good medicine is the one bitter.
Wow, it was hard to swallow, but i did it in disguise.

So I hope I would feel better tomorrow. And good luck for the presentation tomorrow.

Can't talk. Got to go. 
Have a presentation slides to work on.
I will write again. Good night.
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