21 April 2011

"To give anything less than your best is to sacrifice the Gift."

--Steve Prefontaine 

Sunday Life

I have come up a decision to join a charity run with my lovely friends.

Event: Larian Amal Shapadu.

Venue: Dataran Kemerdekaan, Shah Alam

Date:17th April 2011

Distance: 4km

This is my first time i join race organized outside campus.
I get the 7th place in my category.
It was a super great experience! Surprisingly, even auntie runs faster than me.
She came to me afterwards, to ask me whether did I train myself.
I said I was busy with my academics recently, and she turned out unhappy and accused me for giving so much excuses.
Gosh.....
Anyway,
Congratulations to Amirul Syazwan for winning.
And Thanks to him, for making this happen.
Thanks to Azrie too, for the photos. =)

I am tired.
I will be writing soon. =)
Good luck in final year project and final exam. =)

Nuts about Me

Something is wrong with me.
But what...? I can't figure it out.
I am a fool + moron.
Can somebody tell me what's wrong with me?
And don't tell me nothing is wrong.

Gosh....
I think I am going nuts.

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I am sick, No, I am NOT.

I am sick,

I am not sick.

I am feeling well,

I am feeling not well

I am sick,

I am not sick

I am feeling well,

I am feeling not well.

I am sick,

I am not sick.

GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

Is it me or my body which is getting crazier and crazier?

I have this strange feeling since Tuesday.

I feel sick. All the symptoms of getting a fever approach me.

My exhalation feels warmer than usual, my joints all over my body feel aching, my stamina is getting worse and I feel sleepy and tiring. I feel not well when I am walking. And  I sleep extraordinary longer than usual.

It's suffering. But I am not sick. Even though I feel my forehead is in higher temperature inside, it feels nothing than usual when you place your hand on it.

Is it because of me being too worry to get sick or this obsession of thoughts about being sick brings me this whole stupid feeling?

Ahhhh... Okay, whatever.
Prevention is better than cure. So Jeannie suggested that I should drink some Chinese traditional herbal tea.
And there we were in the pasar malam earlier, in the drizzle, at a Chinese Herbal tea stall.
I chose to drink the most bitter herbal tea of the stall.
Chinese has a saying that, the good medicine is the one bitter.
Wow, it was hard to swallow, but i did it in disguise.

So I hope I would feel better tomorrow. And good luck for the presentation tomorrow.

Can't talk. Got to go. 
Have a presentation slides to work on.
I will write again. Good night.
_______________________

11 April 2011

I am feeling down.
This strange feeling gradually engulfs my body.
People always have this wrong impression on me.
Is that a wrong thing that I smile a lot?
I must confess that I like hiding my emotions. Except for the times that I really could not hide it.
When I am weak, I don't show to others.
When I am depressing, I act like I am perfectly great.
When I am sad, I am actually trying so hard to smile to your jokes.

Maybe you do always see I laugh so easily, I don't reveal any sadness in my writing.
That DOESN'T mean I am okay with everything.
I have my hard times too.

April Fool at Genting

First of all, thanks to Resorts World Genting for inviting me to April Fool Party,
of course, most importantly, the free rooms. Hooray!

yeah...I was having a April Fool trip to Genting Highlands last Thursday with Cellyn, Lynn and Jeannie.
It was a four sweet-girls trip.
And I've got these two free standard rooms from Genting. Basically, there's really quite large spaces for us.

Merry Go Round

Jeannie exceeds 90cm

K-Dinner at Be A Star

Inside Casino- L@tte

Randomise Sweetness

It's Sweet, 

when I received a call at 6.30 early morning asking me to join a running race. Sweet!

Sweet, when I met strangers and they smiled cheerfully to me on my way jogging up and down the hill.

Sweet, when I met a friendly stranger and he asked with much concern whether I was all right. I was surprised on his concerning too. But according to him, I run most of the time and this time, i was walking. So he asked me whether I was okay.

Sweet, I met the same stranger this evening. I asked him to jog along. He was busy with his chores and he will make it tomorrow.

Sweet, I met the all-time-marathon-champion, Amirul Syazwan up the hill. He said" jiayou" to me. =)

Sweet, I received a good night short message a couple minutes ago which I have not got this kind of message for quite a while.

Write again Soon!

I am a L-O-S-E-R

I feel like a LOSER lately.

Things have just got into wrong way..

Everything is so messed up.

And time is so insufficient for me to fix things and clean my mess.

When I told Cellyn about my feeling as a loser.

Later that night, she tagged me into a link. Thank you, girlfriend.

A song about loser. But it's a great song.

Hope things will be ALL RIGHT after this.

Time to cut out the "CRAP".

I will write again.