A piece of mind

Have you ever had a moment that you thought you'd figured out everything, only to see that moment slip away?

Have you ever thought you could grip a moment that you never want it to go away?

Yes. I have.

As everything starts to slip away, we grip it.

We grip wonderful moment, we grip our youth, and we grip everything we never want to slip away.

We grip it, with the intention to make it stay the same, stay unchanged.

The truth is, nothing stays the same. People and things keep changing as this universe continues to orbit.

But things are so bizarre.

As bad thing comes, you want it go go away, as fast as it could.

But at that moment, you don't realise, when you want it to go away, as rapid as possible, time also runs away rapidly.

And at the same time, you wish to keep your youth, your beauty and your belongings that you want to keep.

So.. how could time can do so many things for you?

5th July

I am going home...

Not ready to leave this place yet.

5th July

A free Iced Milo from third college mamak.

An unfortunate event brought me to this gardener working at First Residential College, 

he happens to be a dish washer at 3rd college.

Despite his job, I don't feel bad for knowing him. I still talk to him when we meet.

Then last night, I was there for burger, because I was starving...

Then the staffs there all were so nice to me. Wonderful smile.

For your information, I was kind of never been here. This is not my area.

I would only here when passing on my running route.

If I would have known they are so nice, then I definitely would come here frequently.

And the seconds I thought the gardener was asking me what drinks I have ordered, he mean what drinks could he order me, for FREE.. 

Hehe...

Lovely, isn't he? Next time, if we meet again, hope I could buy him a drinks too. Thanks.

Grateful Thursday

I am so glad that I was given a chance to fix my university life with things that I had not experienced before.

Even it's late coming, but they are indeed the best moments ever in my uni life.

I don't know why, things always turn to be so lovely when you're about to lose it.

Recent life here has been so great, I have met those amazing and wonderful person from mamak store cooks, burger sellers, gardeners, admin staffs, coaches and athletes.

They are the THINGS I should be GRATEFUL for.

Thank you, all of you!

Best memory ever!

29 June 2011

28 June 2011

Worst fight in my life.
Worst match my friends had ever seen

It's over.
MASUM is over. Goodbye MASUM.
There are hard and great times during this whole month.
But it's worth it.

First battle

Pray for tomorrow.

I don't want to let you down, my parents, my coach and everyone.

Bless me.

I am going to DO this.

I'll do it again, for mum and for all of you out there.

Good luck, Siew Jye! You can do this!

My teammates who're going to fight this together! Glory!

19 June

This place is getting more quiet than usual.
Fasa 1 UM team has off to UPM and their battle places.
A great good luck to all of them.
May UM team rule this year.
It was Father's day.
My family has come to celebrate.
Great time with all of them.
To my daddy,
" Happy Father's Day"

And it's late in the night. Tomorrow gonna be training as usual.

Good night.
I will write again.

11th June

 Have you ever checked back your chat list?

"chatting is 0
4 me
 no 0
 haha
1 day u faham y i was said no 0"

"nice
haiii
 r u busy now???"

Tomorrow going training at Putrajaya.
Nervous.

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Recently, what has surprised me most is people keep failing to recognize me for who I am.
They said I have become so dark, so dark until they can't recognize me.
And I've also found that this hair colour is not matching my current skin tone.