What if

What if I still dream about you some nights?

What if I'm dreaming about us talking about everything just like we used to do?

What if I'm assuming we were as just close as before?

What if every time I'm on Facebook chat, I wish there will be a window pop-up with your name on it?

What if I could never get over this?

What if I'm looking at the corner outside library where we were sitting with you bringing me supper?

What if I write down the quotes from you in my diary?

What if I'm still reading our chat history in Skype?

What if I thought I have gotten over you, but in fact somewhere in my heart, your name had already been carved on it. And whenever the blood passes through the place where your name had been carved, it gives ache.

Dangerous Stare

I've got to say
I love this...



Such a dangerous stare, both of them!
This is a scene in "Heartstrings". I haven't watched but I love it though. Haha!!  

New Drama Series

Woooahhh...
There was a day this week that I found out the internet speed worked so rapidly...
And then a mischievous idea came into my mind...
Hehe.. what are you waiting for? "Let's download some drama."
Then I flipped through the pages of the drama lists in the webpage.
This title caught my eyes <America's Horror Story>!!!
Wow.. just fit my favourite type well.
In my experience, it's rare that they made drama series of ghost story.
Oh there's one the Supernatural. Yeah..I watch that too.
 <America horrow Story> now in Season 2.
But of course I wanted to download the Season 1 first.

That night, I was terrified... There were some scenes that really scared me to earth.
And then I googled it the next day. I was glad that they had the good responses and feedbacks from audiences. This means they'd continue filming it. =)

Jeng jeng jeng....
There are 12 episodes in Season 1, now I'm at episode 8.
I was planning to finish it last night but I was too exhausted from the evening run.

Tomorrow is holiday!!! Yay...!!!!.........................
I'm so going to finish it tonight =) =)......................
Jeng jeng... make it Terror holiday's eve!..............

Jom Jom...

Write again soon =)

Mind

This is the first time in my entire life

That I can't stop thinking about my Mom in every hour.
 I just can't stop thinking about her...
Her face, her voice, everything she has been doing...

All of it just keeps floating in my brain and flashing in front of my eyes one by one...
Ah...I miss her so much...

I just want her to know I'll always love her

And this love for her is eternal and never stop.

First day of Grim

13th October  Rainy day  23.00

Grey.........

Saw your pale and ashen face, bloodless...

I notice how thin you have become.

It had been only one month, where have all the meats gone?
Looking at you, I feel an ache in my heart... A great pain...

Trying so hard to hold back my tears.. I know you don't want to see them.
I know that's not what you want now.
I only can scream beneath my heart.

I'm not sure already... Should I still keep the faith?

But you are still keeping the faith. You always do.

15th August

I'm about to make some changes.

I wish and I hope the consequences and what happens next will be good.

I hope everything will be good and wonderful.

Keep my fingers crossed.

Write again soon.
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10th August and It's Friday

Yesterday evening...

The things that i have been busying for the week has come to its 90% completion.

So I treat myself a bottle of A&W root beer.

Yum Yum....

It's Friday Friday.. Got to get down on Friday..

Remember Glee did the cover of "Friday" by Rebecca Black in Season 2?
Oh.. everybody hates that song but I like it so much after Glee did the cover of it...

They make it sound so Merry friday!

6th August

It's a public holiday!!!!

Best day in this week. I feel so happy to have this day OFF.

At Starbucks, The Mines Shopping centre now.

Just come here for the internet. Look carefully here.

The Mines is not so bad after all.

I watched the super exciting Badminton Final Olympics London 2012 between our one and only Datuk Lee and LinDan.

It was saddening. I was so hopeful until the last second.

Well, that's okay. You're always the best in my mind and the pride of Malaysia, Datuk Lee CW.

I love the feeling of the day. 

But this day is going to end soon, so I'm going to enjoy and appreciate the day even I'm alone.

HoHoHo..

Write again soon =)