The Big Fat Wolf

I'm feeling fat.

I'm feeling bloated.

The woman 10 years older than me refused to let me try her suit because she was so scared of my body would tear her suit apart...

Friends are showing off slender figure in Facebook.
Proudly posted about her weight.

Oh....

What should I do?

어떡하죠?  

(What should I do?)

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Via Favim.com

More Important to be Nice

It's Nice to be Important,


But It's MORE IMPORTANT to

BE NICE

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18 June 2012

My favourite activity while I'm logging in my Blogger account is:

I would review the blog posts that I had written on the same date or same month of the past years.

For instance,

It's 18 June today, so I would definitely browse for the older blog posts on 18 June 2010 or 2011.
If there was no posts on the date, then I would read the blog post closest to the date or posts of the month.

I want to know what I was doing, how was I feeling on that time.

It feels really GRRR--EEE---ATE  reading the old blog posts, although sometimes I would feel a little awkward reading the awkward posts.

There are the posts which give me the giggling and smiling and the posts which make me sad too.

Up and down, up and down. And they are part of my life, my experiences, my soul...

This is WOnderful, a electronic pet I've been keping since 2009 =)

Powerful woman

POWERFUL WOMAN

Some people are thinking " What has the 'powerful woman' to do with me?", "Not interest", "I'm with a powerful man, I don't need to become a powerful woman" and you name it.

I'm one of the kind of person who adore and severely admire powerful woman!

Hillary Clinton, Indra Nooyi, Oprah Winfrey, are my idols for powerful women, even recently I found one, She's not in the Word's Most Powerful Women listed by Forbes. She is Kelly Cutrone.

Quick Facts About Kelly Cutrone: 
Full name: Kelly Cutrone
Age: 46
Birthday: November 13
Hometown: Camillus, NY

Kelly Cutrone is the founder of fashion public relations firm People’s Revolution, which is based in New York City and Los Angeles. Kelly is the author of the New York Times best-selling book If You Have to Cry, Go Outside: And Other Things Your Mother Never Told You and Normal Gets You Nowhere. She has appeared on The Hills, The City, and Kell on Earth, a beloved but short-lived 2010 Bravo reality show that documented her life in NYC.  (obtained from Wetpaint )

She has this super straight-forward and no-nonsense attitude which really got me totally attracted by her.

And I have already put her books into my To-Read list. Yayy!!!! The next thing to do is check her book out in the bookstores!

Stop sharing your dreams with people who try to hold you back

Be Honest and allow yourself to make mistakes

I'm with Binge Eating

Until very recently, almost all of my friends who have not seen me for more than couple of months had given me the same response and words when they saw me.

"Oh! You have gained weight! Have you been stop exercising?"

Well, I have to admit even I notice that I have gained really a lot of weights.
Which I think I have this Binge Eating Disorder.
Look here to understand.

By reviewing the sypmtoms of binge eating. I found myself qualify enough for binge eating.

I have been eating large amounts of food, everybody says I have a super terrible appetite.
And if I was eating with people who eat only very little, I would eat again, quietly in my room.
Keep stuffing food inside my stomach.
And then, I would very regret and guilty. Keep blaming myself for not stopping earlier.
But the next time, I would do the same, same amount, same situation.

I know that I'm getting fatter, but I just couldn't stop eating more.
I hope it would be better if I write this down.

Faith

There is always a right track for us as a part of the beautiful creature in this world.

God arranged the right path for us when He created us.

Then it's our natural responsibility to discover it while He's guiding and watching us.

We have to have this little faith and believe in ourselves.
Life is a journey. You will reach the right path when you have faith in yourself and put your effort on it.
The painful experiences are just a little obstacles and tests for you to get you ready to the unknowns along the right track.

When your boat is sinking on an ocean, point it to your home and keep sailing.

Never stop fighting and Never give up!

Losing it

I have been becoming very less motivated and losing the radical self love.

Why change?

Is it because the goals and the dreams of mine has become so vague?

It's time to set the sail and start steering the boat before any regrets!

Action! DO it for real..

Come on wakey wakey, Siewjye!!!

Set the goals again! Hope it's never too late!

I-n Lo ve

I think I'm in love...

In love with musical band.

In love with FT Island.

In love with CN Blue.

In love with different kind of music.

In love and addicted.

FT Island