Curious Friday Night

What kind of friend ignores you when you need her, and finds you if and only if she needs you for her fun time?

What kind of friend is she if she stands you up 9 times out of 10 when you were so excited about having time with her?

What kind of friend stands you up 8 times out of 10 without pre-notice and also post-notice? And you were so worried about what happen to her that you called her a thousand times, call connected but nobody's answering.

What kind of friend does not concern about you at all but she makes you listen all of her stories without asking about YOU?

What kind of friend embarrasses you in front of your friends?

What kind of friend never ever love you the way you love her?

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I will write again... =)

If I die young...

There is a song recently <If I Die Young> by The Band Perry

Remind me of the possibility of having such a short life.

and i realized there's good to express your wishes that you had not enough time to tell.

When I was around 17 and 18 year-old. It was apparently rebellion time.
And I was thinking of committed suicide, with all the pressure, stress, and problems that came abruptly to me.
But i soon realized it was just some extremely silly thought.

Life is short, literally short. Even if sometimes you think you still have long way to go. 30 years? Come on, 30 years happens faster than thunder.

Guts

"I'm going to work so that it's a pure guts race at the end, and if it is, I am the only one who can win it."                 --Steve Prefontaine

But, I just don't have the guts.

A piece of mind

Have you ever had a moment that you thought you'd figured out everything, only to see that moment slip away?

Have you ever thought you could grip a moment that you never want it to go away?

Yes. I have.

As everything starts to slip away, we grip it.

We grip wonderful moment, we grip our youth, and we grip everything we never want to slip away.

We grip it, with the intention to make it stay the same, stay unchanged.

The truth is, nothing stays the same. People and things keep changing as this universe continues to orbit.

But things are so bizarre.

As bad thing comes, you want it go go away, as fast as it could.

But at that moment, you don't realise, when you want it to go away, as rapid as possible, time also runs away rapidly.

And at the same time, you wish to keep your youth, your beauty and your belongings that you want to keep.

So.. how could time can do so many things for you?