Life

Time flies...
As much as I am living every second of it, time still slips without realization.

It's the middle of the semester.
One mid sem test has passed, and I think I just did terribly on it.
Now, nothing I could do more other than praying and hoping.

A year ago, things were so different.
Different place, differant people around.
Now I still have to stay up studying, but the feeling is so different.

In kolej, when you were staying up, you looked out the window from the books,
you saw people's lights on, people burrying their heads on their books.
In the study rooms, you saw familiar faces, you discussed your problems with close coursemates.
Your friends told you which part you should be concentrate.

All those moments only has become the things that I cherished.
Yeah, we always hear that they say, "look forward."

that's what i am doing, and I hope everyday is wonderful for me.

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Curious Friday

It's Friday... Should I say:" Thank God, it's Friday?"

Arghh... Jay Chou's new song <爱你没差〉affects my mood so much..

Darn...Why do you always make me emotional with your song?
 I spend 12 years loving you, Jay Chou!!!! 
Since I was in my early teen, until my teenage crush, and now.
And I'm so thankful that I'm not alone. I have my brothers and sisters loving him with me.
 I really love his song especially this one and <明明就>

Dedicating this song to my brothers and sister, Mom and Dad...and everyone who likes and appreciates this song, (Thankful)

Things change all the time. 
Jay is a more mature man.
I'm no longer the same girl. My friends change.
The guys I had crush changed. My brothers changed.
My feelings changed.
My blog changed.


I hate when I crush into someone.
Because it sucks and nothing has ever worked out.
It's always in a single way.
Sometimes I wonder how did two person fall into couple so easily.
And mine has always had to get through the hard way.
Eventually, all I got is zero.
And yes, don't ever believe into Fairy Tales.

That's right

Find Inspiration

I have this one super huge need and desire:

Find My Inspiration

I need to step out there and go seeking for it!

Good luck finding it in no time. 

10th August and It's Friday

Yesterday evening...

The things that i have been busying for the week has come to its 90% completion.

So I treat myself a bottle of A&W root beer.

Yum Yum....

It's Friday Friday.. Got to get down on Friday..

Remember Glee did the cover of "Friday" by Rebecca Black in Season 2?
Oh.. everybody hates that song but I like it so much after Glee did the cover of it...

They make it sound so Merry friday!

Fair attention

If your Facebook friend list contains more than a thousand friends, or possesses an exploded friend list, it's pretty confirmed, that you could not see some friends' posts of recent statuses, life-happening, photos etc.

When you could not see them, you neglect the fact because you do not even know the fact exists.

When your purpose to have a Facebook account is to reconnect with oldest friends and long time friends who are thousand miles apart from you, all their life-going-ons are no longer your concern.Their posts might be wiped away when the other half of your friends in the list excessively update their self-obssessed, self centred, and even things those are not worth to be seen on our homepage.

So, I removed some of the unknown friends from the list to reduce the amount. I'm sure that they and I do not share any friendship. Sorry for those who have been removed.

Lonely Christmas

This year on Chistmas, I was spending it alone.

Nobody asked me out, which was not surprised at all.
So, atonishingly, I stayed at home full time from 24th's night -26th December.
It was a simplified Christmas which I spent by watching 5 episodes of latest season of CSI Las Vegas and some outdated movies in DVD which I borrowed from my friend.
Of course, these dramas and movies intersected by some afternoon naps and walk around the house.

Sarah Wilson said that "Christmas is like cheap pizza – all cheesy, intoxicating promise, but somehow (so disappointingly!) winds up tasting like cardboard."

and it seems that mine tasting worse.

2012 is coming. Counting down 4 days.

Happy New Year to everyone.

Write again soon.

21st December A link to the past

I have made a new friend recently.

She's 20 years older than me.

If you had read my blog posts continuously this year. You might have read about her.

Let me clear out the clouds above your head first.

First and foremost, read this post first.

Sunday Life 18th April 2011

Then, aware of this paragraph:

It was a super great experience! Surprisingly, even auntie runs faster than me.
She came to me afterwards, to ask me whether did I train myself.
I said I was busy with my academics recently, and she turned out unhappy and accused me for giving so much excuses.
Gosh.....

When I wrote about this, I was offended by her a little for saying my statement was an lame excuse.

When I wrote about her, she was totally a stranger for me.

and when I wrote this, I had called her AUNTIE, no offense to her.

And this makes sense when I said she is 20 years older than me.

The second time I have met her was in Dataran Merdeka.

She was so fast in recognizing me by calling "Miss" from my back.

and then we got closer and closer since last month.

Her name is Wendy Wong.

She is a fast runner in veteran category and she won in most of the races and triathlons.

And last week, when she brought me to Port Dickson for participating Malaysian International Army Run,

it turned out that she won the 7th place which I did not win at all.

And many people there asking if she was my Mum.

Which cracked her up and offended her a little because she could not believe she looked like my mum for her age.

P/S: she is still single

And what I could response was" Maybe it's not you who look old, maybe I look very young."

She said this answer convinced her a little Hope she mean it.

And UM runners thought she was my mum, and they said something really funny:" you punya mak lari lagi laju daripada awak la." and "you kena follow mak awak".

You see, sometimes, things are so bizarre and things you could never think of happen out of your expectation.

Like Wendy and me. She becomes a mum-like friend from a total stranger who complained about me.

I have to admit, it's surprisingly amazing.

I'll be writing soon. =)

15 December

The middle of the December approaches.

Time and Tide Wait For No Man

One hand up if you think time passes shockingly fast.

For I have seen and heard, there are two cases of people :

A. People who wants to live in the past, cherish all the things in the past rather than present or in the future. They want to go back to years before because they do not accept the way of their life now.

B. People who live day by day, and looking froward to what's going to happen tomorrow.

R word

It has been quite a while that I have not running.

I wanna run again.

I was almost there, but there were some obstacles that made me stumble over it.

I will try again.

Write again soon.

28th September 2011

Have you ever felt like seeing someone so bad, but in the end you ended up knowing that person was just there very close and you have just missed him a few seconds ago.

Have you ever thought if you could run faster, then you might not miss the chance.

And if you push yourself a little harder, then you would not have missed him/her.
 

Zzzzzzzzzzzz. Night world =)

Happy Lantern Festival

Here I am...

It's Lantern Festival! It's a fun and interesting traditional festival. And of course, the tasty mooncakes!

and I still remember how we set up a little moonlight party downstairs of our residential college.

We gathered the mooncakes we had brought, made delirious chinese tea, lit up the candles around us, and also lit-up our lanterns and had girls fun time.

Here I am, wishing everyone a Happy and Merry Lantern Festival.

Don't forget to lit up some lanterns and had some mooncakes. Enjoy the festival! 

Guts

"I'm going to work so that it's a pure guts race at the end, and if it is, I am the only one who can win it."                 --Steve Prefontaine

But, I just don't have the guts.

Curious Friday

It was my first exam paper this morning...
Gosh... it was so tough... Bless me. T.T
Logged in my Facebook page after exam this afternoon,
According to the notifications, i was tagged into a post.
And it turned out--------------------a post by my best friend.

白雪不是公主 snowXwhite 

好心你 Siewjye Chow 换张 profile picture. 昨天我当媒把你介绍给我的博士 friend，你竟然吃着 lolipop ╮(╯_╰)╭

Sounds so ridiculous...

What's wrong with my profile picture? Is it really turning people off?
 By the way, Snowxwhite, Next time if you wanna recommend me to guys by Facebook, do check my profile picture first.
And professor friend? Seriously?? Then i guess the guy must be more than 30.
Snowxwhite, It's just her....Keep introducing her so-called guy friends to me. Like I could never get a BF..
And her trick just never work out.
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I unintentionally found these photos in a friend's album.
They were not tagged...
The character inside these photo are obviously......Haha...

 
I guess this person interested in becoming a paparazzi.
His skills in candid shootings not bad...

25th April Random

This world is full of realism, more than you think.
If you think it's hardly believable, you are just not ready to go deeper part of this world.
You're probably still naive, too new and fresh to this realistic society.

Realistic people are uncountable. Some of them are born-to-be realistic. They just have this in their nature, from the minute they were born. Some raised to become a realistic person.Some people are influenced by the realism in this society. They are becoming a part of the realism because they think they have to be realistic to survive.

Sad, but true...

Write soon.

I had uploaded this same image before, but i found it suits more to this post.

Again, it's 5am now. ZZZZzzzzz

11 April 2011

I am feeling down.
This strange feeling gradually engulfs my body.
People always have this wrong impression on me.
Is that a wrong thing that I smile a lot?
I must confess that I like hiding my emotions. Except for the times that I really could not hide it.
When I am weak, I don't show to others.
When I am depressing, I act like I am perfectly great.
When I am sad, I am actually trying so hard to smile to your jokes.

Maybe you do always see I laugh so easily, I don't reveal any sadness in my writing.
That DOESN'T mean I am okay with everything.
I have my hard times too.

Randomise Sweetness

It's Sweet, 

when I received a call at 6.30 early morning asking me to join a running race. Sweet!

Sweet, when I met strangers and they smiled cheerfully to me on my way jogging up and down the hill.

Sweet, when I met a friendly stranger and he asked with much concern whether I was all right. I was surprised on his concerning too. But according to him, I run most of the time and this time, i was walking. So he asked me whether I was okay.

Sweet, I met the same stranger this evening. I asked him to jog along. He was busy with his chores and he will make it tomorrow.

Sweet, I met the all-time-marathon-champion, Amirul Syazwan up the hill. He said" jiayou" to me. =)

Sweet, I received a good night short message a couple minutes ago which I have not got this kind of message for quite a while.

Write again Soon!

I am a L-O-S-E-R

I feel like a LOSER lately.

Things have just got into wrong way..

Everything is so messed up.

And time is so insufficient for me to fix things and clean my mess.

When I told Cellyn about my feeling as a loser.

Later that night, she tagged me into a link. Thank you, girlfriend.

A song about loser. But it's a great song.

Hope things will be ALL RIGHT after this.

Time to cut out the "CRAP".

I will write again.

Discover the Rules of your Life

I have spent some time reading several mind stimulating articles as well as blogs today. Then I found these:

Leo Tolstoy wrote the Rules of Life when he was 18.

#1 Get up early (5am)

#2 Go to bed early (9-10pm)

#3 Eat little. Avoid sweets.

#4 Try to do everything by yourself.

#5 Have a goal for your whole life; a goal for one section of your life, a goal for every month, a goal for every week, a goal for everyday, a goal for every hour and for a minute, and sacrifice the lesser to the greater.

#6 Keep away from women

#7 Kill desire by work.

#8 Be good, but try to let no one knows it

#9 Always live less expensively than you might.

#10 Change nothing in your style of living even if you become ten times richer.

I actually like Rule #4 and Rule#7 is what makes you different from other people.

Marion Winik's " Rules of the Unruly"

It is a perfect copy of memo above the desk to keep you on track:

1. The path is not straight
2. Mistakes need not be fatal
3. People are more important than achievments or possessions
4. Be gentle with your parents
5. Never stop doing what you care most about
6. Learn to use a semicolom

7. You will find love 

What are yours?? 

11 March

雨还在不停的下，
我在细雨中跑着，
雨可以下不停，我却不能不停的跑，
脸上的水珠，是汗水还是雨水？

Love what you Love

This is a copy of a letter that Ray Bradbury (author of Fahrenheit 451)

 ~Love what you love, Love yourself and you get closer to yourself~