Friday, April 29, 2011

Curious Friday

It was my first exam paper this morning...
Gosh... it was so tough... Bless me. T.T
Logged in my Facebook page after exam this afternoon,
According to the notifications, i was tagged into a post.
And it turned out--------------------a post by my best friend.

好心你 Siewjye Chow 换张 profile picture. 昨天我当媒把你介绍给我的博士 friend,你竟然吃着 lolipop ╮(╯_╰)╭

Sounds so ridiculous...

What's wrong with my profile picture? Is it really turning people off?
 By the way, Snowxwhite, Next time if you wanna recommend me to guys by Facebook, do check my profile picture first.
And professor friend? Seriously?? Then i guess the guy must be more than 30.
Snowxwhite, It's just her....Keep introducing her so-called guy friends to me. Like I could never get a BF..
And her trick just never work out.
I unintentionally found these photos in a friend's album.
They were not tagged...
The character inside these photo are obviously......Haha...

I guess this person interested in becoming a paparazzi.
His skills in candid shootings not bad...

Tuesday, April 26, 2011


Stop being so silly...
So silly to think this is true.
I guess I should learn to face REALITY.

Monday, April 25, 2011

25th April Random

This world is full of realism, more than you think.
If you think it's hardly believable, you are just not ready to go deeper part of this world.
You're probably still naive, too new and fresh to this realistic society.

Realistic people are uncountable. Some of them are born-to-be realistic. They just have this in their nature, from the minute they were born. Some raised to become a realistic person.Some people are influenced by the realism in this society. They are becoming a part of the realism because they think they have to be realistic to survive.

Sad, but true...

Write soon.
I had uploaded this same image before, but i found it suits more to this post.
Again, it's 5am now. ZZZZzzzzz

Sunday, April 24, 2011

24th April 2011

My heart's racing, pounding in extraordinary fast rate.
Can you believe this?
The date is coming closer and closer.
So quietly, without your realisation.
I wish it is the date of success and biggest accomplishment, not the date of doom.
I have to SURVIVE  through this, no matter how difficult it is.
I WILL SURVIVE through this. 
I will get through this!

5am now.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

21 April 2011

"To give anything less than your best is to sacrifice the Gift."
--Steve Prefontaine 

Monday, April 18, 2011

Sunday Life

I have come up a decision to join a charity run with my lovely friends.

Event: Larian Amal Shapadu.
Venue: Dataran Kemerdekaan, Shah Alam
Date:17th April 2011
Distance: 4km

This is my first time i join race organized outside campus.
I get the 7th place in my category.
It was a super great experience! Surprisingly, even auntie runs faster than me.
She came to me afterwards, to ask me whether did I train myself.
I said I was busy with my academics recently, and she turned out unhappy and accused me for giving so much excuses.
Congratulations to Amirul Syazwan for winning.
And Thanks to him, for making this happen.
Thanks to Azrie too, for the photos. =)

I am tired.
I will be writing soon. =)
Good luck in final year project and final exam. =)

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Nuts about Me

Something is wrong with me.
But what...? I can't figure it out.
I am a fool + moron.
Can somebody tell me what's wrong with me?
And don't tell me nothing is wrong.

I think I am going nuts.
image source

Friday, April 15, 2011

I am sick, No, I am NOT.

I am sick,
I am not sick.
I am feeling well,
I am feeling not well
I am sick,
I am not sick
I am feeling well,
I am feeling not well.
I am sick,
I am not sick.

Is it me or my body which is getting crazier and crazier?
I have this strange feeling since Tuesday.
I feel sick. All the symptoms of getting a fever approach me.
My exhalation feels warmer than usual, my joints all over my body feel aching, my stamina is getting worse and I feel sleepy and tiring. I feel not well when I am walking. And  I sleep extraordinary longer than usual.
It's suffering. But I am not sick. Even though I feel my forehead is in higher temperature inside, it feels nothing than usual when you place your hand on it.
Is it because of me being too worry to get sick or this obsession of thoughts about being sick brings me this whole stupid feeling?

Ahhhh... Okay, whatever.
Prevention is better than cure. So Jeannie suggested that I should drink some Chinese traditional herbal tea.
And there we were in the pasar malam earlier, in the drizzle, at a Chinese Herbal tea stall.
I chose to drink the most bitter herbal tea of the stall.
Chinese has a saying that, the good medicine is the one bitter.
Wow, it was hard to swallow, but i did it in disguise.

So I hope I would feel better tomorrow. And good luck for the presentation tomorrow.

Can't talk. Got to go. 
Have a presentation slides to work on.
I will write again. Good night.

Monday, April 11, 2011

11 April 2011

I am feeling down.
This strange feeling gradually engulfs my body.
People always have this wrong impression on me.
Is that a wrong thing that I smile a lot?
I must confess that I like hiding my emotions. Except for the times that I really could not hide it.
When I am weak, I don't show to others.
When I am depressing, I act like I am perfectly great.
When I am sad, I am actually trying so hard to smile to your jokes.

Maybe you do always see I laugh so easily, I don't reveal any sadness in my writing.
That DOESN'T mean I am okay with everything.
I have my hard times too.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

April Fool at Genting

First of all, thanks to Resorts World Genting for inviting me to April Fool Party,
of course, most importantly, the free rooms. Hooray!

yeah...I was having a April Fool trip to Genting Highlands last Thursday with Cellyn, Lynn and Jeannie.
It was a four sweet-girls trip.
And I've got these two free standard rooms from Genting. Basically, there's really quite large spaces for us.
Merry Go Round

Jeannie exceeds 90cm

K-Dinner at Be A Star

Inside Casino- L@tte

Randomise Sweetness

It's Sweet, 
when I received a call at 6.30 early morning asking me to join a running race. Sweet!

Sweet, when I met strangers and they smiled cheerfully to me on my way jogging up and down the hill.

Sweet, when I met a friendly stranger and he asked with much concern whether I was all right. I was surprised on his concerning too. But according to him, I run most of the time and this time, i was walking. So he asked me whether I was okay.

Sweet, I met the same stranger this evening. I asked him to jog along. He was busy with his chores and he will make it tomorrow.

Sweet, I met the all-time-marathon-champion, Amirul Syazwan up the hill. He said" jiayou" to me. =)

Sweet, I received a good night short message a couple minutes ago which I have not got this kind of message for quite a while.

Write again Soon!

Sunday, April 3, 2011

I am a L-O-S-E-R

I feel like a LOSER lately.
Things have just got into wrong way..
Everything is so messed up.
And time is so insufficient for me to fix things and clean my mess.
When I told Cellyn about my feeling as a loser.
Later that night, she tagged me into a link. Thank you, girlfriend.
A song about loser. But it's a great song.
Hope things will be ALL RIGHT after this.
Time to cut out the "CRAP".
I will write again.