Friday, February 25, 2011

Beautiful night

Ahhh... Time couldn't just stop and rest for a while!
Clock can't just stop ticking not even for once~
There comes a perfect full stop of our CC Reunion Dinner.
So it's a plus one event in the list of marvelous moments.
An add-on in the reminiscence of campus life.
So uh...It was a beautiful night.
Girls were all dressing to kill. Some fitted in cheongsam, some in sexy dresses.
Guys?? I didn't notice anything extra-ordinary special.
My eyes were too busy with those pretty girls in pretty dresses and high heels.
I think guys were busy peeping at them too.

The multimedia were amazing. Especially multimedia prepared by 3rd year. Almost got me crying.
The stage show, the awards and most of the things were just similar every year,
maybe this is what we call "Tradition".
For me, each year the most exciting part was the Q&A for the couples, to test their understanding among each couple and of course, to dig into their secret which includes when they first kissing, where the guy had confessed his love to the girl... Some did tell interesting love story.. Haha...
I feel lucky enough for never getting up there. Which is quite a shame thing to share to some people.
Maybe they'd laugh at you if you told them NO ONE literally falls for you for the whole four years here.

Time wasn't enough for me to take photos with everyone I know there.
Then this is the end of the beautiful night and now I am feeling really tired.

I will write again soon.

Raise your glass and have a toast


Me and Miinyee

My mum

Hehe~Leng zai and Leng lui

I want this book

With jackson

With Jeannie

Wednesday, February 23, 2011


So many what ifs in my mind at this moment...
I am feeling terrible
-Frustration- -anger- -grief- -loneliness-

What if I had been a little more alert of time...
What if I had set my alarm properly the night before...
What if I had woken up from my cozy bed that morning...
What if I had not worried so much the night before... though I cried over the insomnia
and What if...
and What if...

That was the day I have been waiting so long. Means so much to me.
I have been training so hard... No one knows. Not even her.
I thought i could get over this.
No. I have not. I could not.
I could not forgive myself for this totally stupid, careless mistake.
Despite all this, the fact is still the fact.
I have to fight my way to get over those terrible feeling.
Convincing myself that it was my OWN FAULT.

To a flirty boy.
What if we had never known each other?
What if you were just a stranger to me?
Are you aware what's wrong with me?
Are you thinking what I am thinking too?
What if you were absolutely nothing i thought you are?

Then, you are killing me...

I will be writing again...
Night world...