Thursday, June 28, 2012

The Big Fat Wolf

I'm feeling fat.
I'm feeling bloated.

The woman 10 years older than me refused to let me try her suit because she was so scared of my body would tear her suit apart...

Friends are showing off slender figure in Facebook.
Proudly posted about her weight.

What should I do?

(What should I do?)


Tuesday, June 26, 2012

More Important to be Nice

It's Nice to be Important,


Tuesday, June 19, 2012

18 June 2012

My favourite activity while I'm logging in my Blogger account is:

I would review the blog posts that I had written on the same date or same month of the past years.

For instance,

It's 18 June today, so I would definitely browse for the older blog posts on 18 June 2010 or 2011.
If there was no posts on the date, then I would read the blog post closest to the date or posts of the month.
I want to know what I was doing, how was I feeling on that time.

It feels really GRRR--EEE---ATE  reading the old blog posts, although sometimes I would feel a little awkward reading the awkward posts.
There are the posts which give me the giggling and smiling and the posts which make me sad too.

Up and down, up and down. And they are part of my life, my experiences, my soul...

This is WOnderful, a electronic pet I've been keping since 2009 =)

Powerful woman


Some people are thinking " What has the 'powerful woman' to do with me?", "Not interest", "I'm with a powerful man, I don't need to become a powerful woman" and you name it.

I'm one of the kind of person who adore and severely admire powerful woman!
Hillary Clinton, Indra Nooyi, Oprah Winfrey, are my idols for powerful women, even recently I found one, She's not in the Word's Most Powerful Women listed by Forbes. She is Kelly Cutrone.

Quick Facts About Kelly Cutrone: 
Full name: Kelly Cutrone
Age: 46
Birthday: November 13
Hometown: Camillus, NY

Kelly Cutrone is the founder of fashion public relations firm People’s Revolution, which is based in New York City and Los Angeles. Kelly is the author of the New York Times best-selling book If You Have to Cry, Go Outside: And Other Things Your Mother Never Told You and Normal Gets You Nowhere. She has appeared on The Hills, The City, and Kell on Earth, a beloved but short-lived 2010 Bravo reality show that documented her life in NYC.  (obtained from Wetpaint )

She has this super straight-forward and no-nonsense attitude which really got me totally attracted by her.

And I have already put her books into my To-Read list. Yayy!!!! The next thing to do is check her book out in the bookstores!

Stop sharing your dreams with people who try to hold you back
Be Honest and allow yourself to make mistakes

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

I'm with Binge Eating

Until very recently, almost all of my friends who have not seen me for more than couple of months had given me the same response and words when they saw me.

"Oh! You have gained weight! Have you been stop exercising?"

Well, I have to admit even I notice that I have gained really a lot of weights.
Which I think I have this Binge Eating Disorder.
Look here to understand.

By reviewing the sypmtoms of binge eating. I found myself qualify enough for binge eating.

I have been eating large amounts of food, everybody says I have a super terrible appetite.
And if I was eating with people who eat only very little, I would eat again, quietly in my room.
Keep stuffing food inside my stomach.
And then, I would very regret and guilty. Keep blaming myself for not stopping earlier.
But the next time, I would do the same, same amount, same situation.

I know that I'm getting fatter, but I just couldn't stop eating more.
I hope it would be better if I write this down.