Speak now or forever hold your peace

 I am writing this after listening to Taylor Swift's new hit " Speak Now".

I have only been to a western wedding ceremony held in a amazing outdoor garden once in my entire life.

It was 4 years ago. 

It was a great experience where i witnessed the whole ceremony exactly like in those English movies.

I was considered still young that time so i did feel strangely curious about those words said by the bride, the bridegroom and the preachers.

" Speak now or Forever hold your peace" a sentence said by the preacher at the end.

And it is the last chance for either the bride or the bridegroom to protest or to quit.

Well, i believe most of the weddings we have seen ended peacefully.

Anyway, can you imagine when either side protest and just runaway from the ceremony?

It would be the historical moment...

"Speak now or forever hold your peace"

Sometimes it appears in our heart, it becomes a question we would like to ask.

Like when the guys we admired have belonged to somebody else

and at this moment what you wanna do is lay the cards on the table and give this one last shot.

Your heart is racing and what do you think he's gonna say??

Life is a funny thing.

When we have a chance to do or say something we should, we just skip it.

Maybe because we didn't realize that it is the right timing or bad timing.

Then, we always look back and regretting the words we didn't speak up when we had a chance to say it.

Have you regret for not saying " I love you" to somebody? " I am sorry" for the people you hurt? or even " I hate you" to the person you really hate?

or the words you wanna share with your mum? telling her how much you love her?

We all know life is short...

 if we're not gonna say the words now, when do we have the chance to speak it again?

Unless you're a song writer like Taylor swift or Jay chou that speak it through a song...

What if word you say can change the things? you'll never know that....

双鱼座

双鱼座爱幻想, 他们爱作梦，也无时不在幻想，

也常将这种情结搬到现实环境中，而显得有些不切实际.

爱幻想,也导致我爱乱想, 每次都在乱猜测. 这样其实很辛苦的.

有些事情根本就不需要我去想,因为不值得去想, 或者也根本没有这回事,而是爱幻想的我,幻想出来误当以为真,然后就开始乱想.

从小到大,Mummy都不让我们看台湾偶像剧和韩剧,就是不要我们乱想哦..哈哈.

所以,什么<<冬季恋歌>>, <<蓝>>我都没有看.

看了会很投入,然后就很伤心...

最近我又在想东西了.又有件事情困扰我.

为什么每次都这样啊..

每次都要想别人怎么想?

可是每次我幻想的东西都没有实现的..

所以有时乱想了就会跟自己说: " 不会是真的啦.我想象出来的几时有成真过? "

但是,还是很难避免我继续乱想, 很矛盾吧? 

但是双鱼座还是有优点的~

就是很会关心人家，而且是很忠诚很好的朋友。

这是件好事还是坏事？

总有些人往往喜欢往脆弱的好人拿好处。

可是我还是不管了。。只要我对别人好就行了。

有些人该好好检讨一下自己是怎样的人。

你有没有向一些温柔，静静不出声的人，或知道她心地善良而从她身上“拎着数”呢？

1st Year的我

能不能买一只给我？

 

Please don't Hurt me @.@ 好羡慕它水汪汪的眼睛

Track and field Forever

从小就很喜欢跑，很喜欢田径。

我记得小学时为了要代表学校参加比赛，在老师面前，我拼命的跑。

当时的我只知道，一定要比其他选手领先，所以不顾一切向前跑。

结果真的代表了学校 。田径生涯应该是从那时候开始的。

到了中学，在学校运动会拿第一很轻而易举，到MSSD竞争都很大。

可能印度人太强了吧。

接下来，转校到terengganu读书。才有真正的成就。

在MRSM,有十分专业的教练训练我。虽然不同种族，可是教练对我真的很好。

我不会忘记你的哦，Mr.Izaimi。很遗憾以前没有拍照留念。

在terengganu也发掘了跑100m和400m的能力。

可是，400m真得不好跑哦。

参加田径的一切有甜也有苦。

一系列地狱式训练让我睡着觉脚都会痛。走路也像机器人一样。

虽然没有拍照留念，可是很多的奖牌还有在啦。幸亏还留着。

如今虽然没有跑得以前那么快了， 可是人老了就是这样的吧?

凡事都有曾经。

David Beckham 现在也没以前那么强了。。哈哈。。安慰自己一下。很好的例子吧？

希望毕业以后还会有机会参加=）

放一些以前的照片。不知道谁拍的。可是真的要谢谢他。

看到我吗？唯一没有包头的。还有一个礼篮在旁边。我赢olahragawati得来的。

进了大学first year 的track and field, Bukit Jalil Stadium

04 November, 2010

很久没有上来了~
忙到不够时间。现在趁时间还早，没有什么人起身上网，Internet speed会好一点。
好像把每件事都写。却没有那个时间 。
上个星期和peter参加的Kayak拿下第二名。还有一项Slarom因为没有skill,
还有缺少practise，没有赢~
放一些最近的照片分享一下。

Track and field

让我最紧张，最爱的日子到了，也过了。

今年的有点与众不同。今年由那些没经验的小伙子organize,平时非要举行两天不可的田径项目竟然缩成一天。

全部项目在同一天举行，让人看了都摇头叹气。要人怎样跑！尤其是参加多项项目的人。。

结果我的项目也一样。

早上先代替缺席的朋友参加我从所未尝试过的三级跳（Lompat kijang）,结果没经验的我拿第六名。

然后到了让我最心惊胆跳的项目，400m。在saringan第二名，下午还有final.

接下来，休息不到一下子又要跑4x100m。我的team跑得真美，很满意。拿了第一名。可以进final

下午我的项目就惨了。全部连着去。。4x100m, 400m, 100 hurdle and 4x400m. 就知道自己惨了。

早上跑了这么多，都没有力了。因为有个teamate受伤，表现没那么好。最有希望的4x100m我们输了。好伤心。我当场哭了出来。我真得很压力。接下来我最拿手的400m final要我怎样跑。。。本来4x400m relay last runner 的我，因为觉得自己没办法办到，就让weiling顶上。

在register时，我都红着双眼。我真的没力了。Liping 和 wanshuang都来安慰我。连在场的organizer都无能为力。他们也不想把全部项目安排在一天的。他们说是租不到stadium.就这样，为了focus 在4x400m.我只能放弃400m,在跑道上慢跑，留着energy.

最后的4x400m,跑的真累。。energy all out..最后也全靠last runner, wei ling 从第三追到了第二名。

肚子好饿

我跑的样子，没力了。要到终点罗。跑第二

懒惰是一种毒药

懒惰是一种毒药，会随着空气散落至皮肤，渗透到心底。

不想在岁月爬上眼尾的時候才后悔，现在就要绝对的反击，把懒惰彻底的赶走我的星球。

成功并非必然，也绝对不偶然，加油吧！

这周末是个难得的机会，我一定要赢！！！

好好锻炼吧，好紧张哦~

Volleyball

Kayak and Canoing

Wrong start

Wow..Long time.
I have really busy life recently.
With loads of assignments keep coming to me, as if tons of boxes keep dropping onto my head from above.
And then, with my consistently volleyball practices every evening. Even twice a day lately.
Oh..those practices are totally useful, since Monday will be our first match in SUKMUM.
And i have to train for my stamina for my talented events in track and field.
Talented?? haha..not really. Should say I used to be talented and the last time i get a silver medal is 2 years ago..

My close friend, sheepyeoh had agreed to make a list of things that should be done in University before we graduate. However, before the list is made, I have done some activities which is never done before in my whole 3 years of university life.. Shame~

I went to cheer for the guys volleyball team which representing my kolej. With both of my roomates.
And it was really cool! " Fifth kolej, Go to hell!", "Damn U, fifth!", "Sepuluh Sexy!","Eleven Shuai!", ":Fifth, Balik la!" and etc etc and ect.... Everything came out together with excited screaming from our mouth. That is completely undescribeable FUN and AWESOME! Though, all of the matches totally drove us crazy! We were almost suffocated by the exciting scene. Our heart beats pretty damn fast. And you know what is the feeling when your windows of your soul witnessed the speed of the ball when it is spiked by the gorgeous player. No.4 and No. 11 seemed to be our favourite. haha...

For the first time in my University Malaya life, i take part in Volleyball, representing kolej. For the first time, 11pm in the night, i was still practicing volleyball. For the first time, slipped and fell at the staircase after swimming because of the slippery faked CROCS slippers. For the first time, so exciting about go swimming.

The amazing part includes Counter-strike team consists of my roomates, me and sheepyeoh. Our great mission against the Terrorist! Catherine Zhu Shan always scared of terrorist, Meifen likes to follow me, Haha... How about Sheepyeoh? she is a freak, she likes to squat at a corner and guarding for the bomb bag dropped by the terrorist, and she often ended up dying.. haha.. we always screamed for help when surrounded by those stupid cruel terrorists.

I can't think of the activities done. They are too much and too much FUN. Happy or sad.. I feel brand new. These are my LIFE.. Life belongs to me should be like this.. All of the past activities, "gang" issue, quarrels, fight, being stabbed at the back, skip classes for stupid activities, being sick and lonely, sleep in the room during evening, fall in love with some jerks, etc. were not FUN at all....

Maybe it is already too late for me to realise, but i really had the wrong start from the beginning. I had the wrong friends, wrong group, wrong information... everything wrong... My thoughts, what was i thinking!!! Kind of angry of myself. now, it's already final year for me. and my past university life really was dull and boring, NO SPARKS, no fun. However, what i have always heard people say" the past is the past, Let it go."

Maybe they are true about this, I can't do anything about that. What i can do is appreciate every minute and every second. I must add oil. This time sports must bring back medals. And achieve good result in study too~

Let's hope it is not too late now. Thank you, my friends for being there for me~ Hope you all enjoy the moments as i do~especially my roomates and sheepyeoh, It is pretty great to see you all happy, see your Smiles.. hehe~~

Celebrating first blog of October

Wow..i was really exhausted the whole day.
Especially after spending my weekends on my part time job at CIMB amart rewards fiesta.
It was a new experience for me as i have never worked at this kind of exhibition.
And why? It's all because my boss Andrew would never want me there.. haha..
But this time really a good experience for me.. It was quite an enjoyable job..
except some parts that involved the other two new sexy girls....
I am not gonna talk about the bad parts here of course..
Ahh....I slept during my evening time and missed my golden time for sports.
I was supposed to go jogging and volley ball practice..
But whatever~~~