I am feeling down.
This strange feeling gradually engulfs my body.
People always have this wrong impression on me.
Is that a wrong thing that I smile a lot?
I must confess that I like hiding my emotions. Except for the times that I really could not hide it.
When I am weak, I don't show to others.
When I am depressing, I act like I am perfectly great.
When I am sad, I am actually trying so hard to smile to your jokes.
Maybe you do always see I laugh so easily, I don't reveal any sadness in my writing.
That DOESN'T mean I am okay with everything.
I have my hard times too.